The Gathering Of

  Vampires

                                                By Steven Dawson

 

 

 

Characters.

 

 

Phillip

Danny

Barry

Dougie

Alan

Colin

Gerald

 

 

 

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First Performance

Sept 14th, 1995

Stables Theatre, Sydney Australia

 

 

Cast As Follows

 

Phillip                     Tom Healey

Danny                    Gerard Carroll

Barry                      Phillip Scott

Dougie                   Hugh Munro

Alan                        John Mulock

Colin                      Evan Higgins

Gerald                    Martin Reefman

 

Directed by                              Alex Galeazzi

Produced by                            Christopher Hewitt

Set & Costume Design by       Sue Field

Lighting Design by                  Shane Stevens

Sound Design by                     Nigel Ubrihien

Choreography by                     Graham McKane

Production Manager                Jansson Antmann

Ast. Stage Manager/Operator Heidi Postle

 

 

 

 

 

Original workshops of this play were held by Wingandaprayer Productions and The Griffin Theatre Company with the following actors: Tom Healey, Fred Whitlock, James Benedict, Iain Murton, Phillip Parslowe, Jon Finlayson, Peter Edmonds, Paul Hunt, Andrew McFarlane, Keith Robinson, Robert Davis, Phillip Hyde, David Brown and Damien Rice. The workshops were co-ordinated by Alex Galeazzi.

 

 

The Gathering Of Vampires. ©  Copyright August 1995. Steven Dawson 

 


ACT ONE

 

 

SCENE ONE

 

 

LIGHTS COME UP ON FOREST CLEARING TOWARDS EARLY EVENING. PHILLIP IS BENT OVER TRYING TO CATCH HIS BREATH AFTER A LONG HIKE. HE STANDS UP AND LOOKS AROUND. HE TAKES A DEEP BREATH THEN COUGHS VIOLENTLY. HE GRABS A HANKY FROM HIS BACK POCKET AND COVERS HIS FACE.

 

PHILLIP

Love that fucking pollen count. Someone shoot me now. Oh fuck. I’m bushed.

 

COUGHING AND SPLUTTERING HE TAKES OFF HIS BACKPACK AND THROWS IT TO THE GROUND.

 

Oh shit!

 

HE GRABS THE BACKPACK AND TAKES A SMALL CANISTER OUT OF IT, WHICH HAS COME UNSEALED.

 

Oh bugger.

 

HE SCRAPES SOME ASHES OUT OF THE BOTTOM OF THE BACKPACK AND TRIES TO PUT THEM BACK IN THE CANISTER.

 

Well, there go all those karma credits.

 

HE RE-SEALS THE CANISTER AND WIPES HIS HANDS ON THE BACK OF HIS TROUSERS.

 

Okay girlfriend. Take a good look. I remember how much you liked this place. Remember the first time we came here? The whole lot of us. Jesus, what a time.

 

MUSIC: "Go West" by the Pet Shop Boys. THE LIGHTING CHANGES TO LATE AFTERNOON. DANNY ENTERS CARRYING A GHETTO BLASTER PUMPING OUT THE MUSIC AND TWO BACK PACKS. HE SWITCHES OFF THE MUSIC AND LOOKS AT PHILLIP THEN THROWS ONE OF THE BACK PACKS AT PHILLIP'S FEET.

 

DANNY

Here, bitch. Carry your own hatboxes. [LOOKS AROUND] Well, this is a peach.

 

BARRY ENTERS, ALSO CARRYING A BACK PACK. HE LOOKS AT THE OTHER TWO AND THEN LOOKS AROUND.

 

BARRY

Thank fucking Christ for that. If I hear that song once more I’m gonna shove that thing fair up your arse!

 

HE STOPS AND LOOKS AROUND.

 

BARRY

Fabulous. I can just see it now.

 

PHILLIP

See what?

 

BARRY

Seven fat queens being winched out of a ravine by police helicopter.

 

DANNY

They'll be carrying you out on a mule. [TO PHILLIP] Is this it? Is this where we're stopping?

 

PHILLIP

I guess.

 

DANNY

Oh, happy, happy, joy, joy.

 

BARRY

Don't rush things. We've got all weekend to hate it.

 

DANNY

I didn't say I hate it.

 

BARRY

Whatever.

 

THEY GLARE AT EACH OTHER. ALAN & COLIN ENTER. THEY LOOK AROUND.

 

ALAN

Are we stopping here?

 

PHILLIP

Well, it's the only place without kangaroo crap, so I guess it'll do.

 

ALAN

It looks nice. What do you think?

 

COLIN

Yeah, it’s great.

 

DOUGIE ENTERS WEARING A COLOURFUL BACKPACK AND A MATCHING OUTFIT. HE STOPS, LOWERS HIS SUNGLASSES AND LOOKS AROUND. HE TURNS AND STARTS TO WALK OFF. DANNY & PHILLIP GRAB HIM AND DRAG HIM BACK.

 

DOUGIE

I'm not doing this. I don't want this. Whose fucking idea was it, anyway? I don't see a single power point. What am I gonna run my hair dryer on? Cosmic vibrations?

 

DANNY

Settle.

 

DOUGIE STOPS AND LOOKS AT HIM.

 

DOUGIE

I hate that expression. I hate you.

 

DANNY

Of course you do. [TO THE OTHERS] I say we kill her now.

 

DOUGIE

You know, I saw a motel about fifty kilometres back. We could all go there.

 

BARRY

We're staying here, Dorothy. The purpose of this weekend is to get back to nature, remember?

 

 

DOUGIE

And I love nature. As long as I can see it from my motel balcony.

 

DANNY

Oh, shut up. Just make the best of it. Like you've done with your looks.

 

DOUGIE

Are you sure you want to get back to nature? I mean, after all it's done to you.

 

DANNY

That's hysterical, Dorothy. Has anyone ever told you you're funny?

 

DOUGIE

Often.

 

DANNY

They lied. You're a pig!

 

PHILLIP

We better set up the tents. It'll be getting dark soon.

 

BARRY

Sounds like a line from one of those Friday The 13th movies. Are we anywhere near Camp Blood?

 

DOUGIE

Just my luck. I'm gonna be chased through the bush by an axe-wielding homicidal maniac.

 

PHILLIP

They'll have to get in line. A-hem. May I make a suggestion?

 

BARRY

What?

 

PHILLIP

Can we all try to make the best of this weekend? I came out here to have a nice time and if I don't have a nice time I'm gonna hurt someone.

 

DANNY

Sure. No problem.

 

BARRY

It's cool.

 

ALAN

You bet.

 

COLIN

Yeah.

 

THEY ALL LOOK AT DOUGIE.

 

PHILLIP

Dorothy?

 

DOUGIE

Alright, alright. Jeez. What do you want? Blood?

 

PHILLIP

Only if it's from a major artery.

 

BARRY

Phyllis, I just love what the bush does to your eyes.

 

PHILLIP

Thanks.

 

BARRY

Yeah. It’s brought all the red out.

 

PHILLIP

It’s my hay fever.

 

BARRY

Smart girl.

 

DANNY

Who are we missing?

 

BARRY

What are you? An idiot?

 

DANNY

To put up with you for six years I must be retarded.

 

BARRY

You’ll get no arguments on that count.

 

PHILLIP

Where the hell is he?

 

COLIN

He was right behind us a moment ago.

 

BARRY

Probably stopped to have a deep and meaningful with a squirrel.

 

DANNY

There aren't any squirrels in this country.

 

BARRY

And thank you David Attenborough.

 

GERALD ENTERS LOOKING LIKE AN EXPLORER.

 

GERALD

Hey, guys. Guess what? I saw a rabbit.

 

THE OTHERS LOOK AT EACH OTHER THEN START TO UNPACK. DOUGIE WALKS UP TO GERALD AND GRABS HIM BY THE COLLAR.

 

DOUGIE

Geraldine? Let's have a little understanding, shall we? We're trapped in the forest, I've got aching feet, insects in my hair and the thought of crapping in the bushes without a shower is repulsive to say the least. So here's a little warning. If you're planning on driving me nuts this weekend with your inane dribble about the weather, ridiculous observations on flora and fauna or anything else that might be of interest only to a brain-damaged train spotter I'm gonna wait till you're asleep, sew you up in your sleeping bag and set fire to your tent! Okay? Am-I-getting-through-to-you?

 

GERALD

Uh-huh.

 

DOUGIE

Good.

 

PHILLIP

Okay. Sleeping arrangements. Alan and Colin?

 

THEY NOD.

 

PHILLIP

Barry and Danny?

 

BARRY

If we must.

 

PHILLIP

Dorothy, you're sleeping with me and Geraldine.

 

DOUGIE

Wait a minute. Why am I sleeping with Geraldine?

 

PHILLIP

Because she's got the only three-man tent, the others are full up and there's no more room at the inn, bitch!

 

DOUGIE

I was just asking. You're an evil and sour person, Phyllis. I hope all your children have little dicks. And that includes the girls.

 

ALAN

Maybe some of us should go collect firewood.

 

PHILLIP

Good idea. We better get some fresh water as well. I think the river is about 200 yards down that track.

 

DOUGIE

River? What do we need a river for?

 

PHILLIP

Water, Einstein.

 

DANNY

We’ve got six bottles of Evian, haven't we?

 

PHILLIP

That's in case of emergency.

 

DOUGIE

Phyllis, I'm not drinking out of a fucking stream! I'll get typhoid or malaria or something.

 

BARRY

We can but dream.

 

COLIN

You want a hand collecting the wood?

 

 

ALAN

Sure.

 

ALAN AND COLIN EXIT.

BARRY

So, what's the up-to-date on those two?

 

PHILLIP

How should I know? Mind your beez-wax, Seabiscuit. Geraldine, unpack your tent.

 

GERALD

Okey-dokey.

 

DANNY

Ten to one it's got Annie Oakley on the side.

 

GERALD TAKES THE TENT OUT OF HIS BACKPACK. THE OTHERS START ASSEMBLING THEIRS.

 

BARRY

Are they, you know, dating?

 

PHILLIP

Colin and Alan? Apparently.

 

DANNY

I thought Dorothy was seeing Colin.

 

DOUGIE

We were, okay!? But now we're not. So mention it again and I'll drive a tent peg through your heart.

 

PHILLIP

I’m glad she’s not bitter. Dougie, are you gonna stand there or are you gonna help?

 

DOUGIE LOOKS AT HIM AND BATS HIS EYELIDS.

 

PHILLIP

Well, go and collect some kindling or something.

 

DOUGIE LOOKS PUZZLED.

 

PHILLIP

Little bits of wood to start the fire.

 

DOUGIE

I knew that.

 

DOUGIE EXITS.

 

BARRY

No, no. You're doing it all wrong. That's the wrong pole.

 

DANNY

Beulah, there are only two poles and they’re exactly the same. I'm not a complete idiot.

 

BARRY

Can I get a second opinion?

 

 

DANNY

I have been camping before, you know.

 

BARRY

Girl guides? You've got the pole upside down, schmuck.

 

DANNY

Don't call me schmuck, you bloated hump back.

 

BARRY

Moron.

 

DANNY

Arsehole!

 

PHILLIP

So...counselling seems to have paid off for you two?

 

BARRY

We're just expressing ourselves. Bevan says we mustn’t hold it in. We should say what we feel.

 

PHILLIP

Who the fuck is Bevan?

 

DANNY

Our R.S.C.

 

PHILLIP

What?

 

BARRY

Relation support counsellor. Pathetic, isn’t it? In my day it was called marriage guidance.

 

DANNY

In your day they were bashing bones against large black monoliths and howling at the moon.

 

BARRY

And don’t forget hitting their wives over the head with clubs.

 

DANNY

If I were your wife I'd let you.

 

PHILLIP

Back to the story, ladies.

 

DANNY

Bevan’s one of those new breed of counsellors. You know. Very down to earth. Very at one with the cosmos.

 

BARRY

In other words he's out to lunch.

 

PHILLIP

And what’s he supposed to do?

 

DANNY

Bevan’s our guide through the "rocky emotional terrain that is part and parcel of the whole, the sturm und drang, [BARRY JOINS IN] the atmos and ethos, Yin and Yang."

 

BARRY

Which basically means he listens to all our crap for forty minutes, ohms in the corner and then tells us to eat more yoghurt!

 

DANNY

Bevan says food can be a major source of disharmony. A balanced diet is the fundamental crotch to a balanced relationship.

 

BARRY

That's crutch.

 

PHILLIP

Well, he sounds like a jerk. Where the hell did you meet this guy, anyway?

 

DANNY

Buddy night at the sauna.

 

BARRY

We thought sex might bring us closer together if it was done apart. Not my idea of course.

 

PHILLIP

That sounds logical. And did it?

 

DANNY

Not really. Barry got chased all night by some weirdo in a towel turban and sling backs and I got athlete's foot. Plus we were seen by a couple of Barry’s ex’s. Funny, I thought they’d all be in homes by now.

 

BARRY

And they just love to compare notes. Gives ‘em something new to bitch about. Now everyone’s gonna know we’re dud fucks.

 

DANNY

You keep saying that. We are not dud fucks!

 

BARRY

Six years sleeping together and you'd think by now we knew where everything went.

 

DANNY

We've just hit a dead spot, that's all. Bevan says we have to be more experimental.

 

BARRY

That's rich coming from him. He was wearing flares at our last session!

 

PHILLIP

Is he cute?

 

DANNY

What's that got to do with anything?

 

BARRY

The sad thing is yes, he's a little stunner.

 

DANNY

He's just okay.

 

BARRY

Looks like a right splurter to me.

 

GERALD

A what?

 

BARRY

You know.

BARRY INDICATES SOMEONE EXPLODING IN AN ORGASM OVER HIS CHEST.

 

GERALD

Oh, yeah!

 

PHILLIP

Back to your work, Prissy. Them’s chores to be done.

 

DANNY

He's not that good looking.

 

BARRY

Looks like a model.

 

GERALD

I always wanted to be a model.

 

PHILLIP

Clay?

 

BARRY WAVES AN IMAGINARY WAND AND SPEAKS IN FALSETTO.

 

BARRY

And so you shall.

 

THE TWO TENTS ARE NOW SET UP.

 

PHILLIP

Well, we're done.

 

BARRY

Same here. I’m gonna go beat up Dorothy. You coming?

 

DANNY

Pass.

 

BARRY

Now you know it’s no fun with just one. [BEAT] Alright, it is fun but still...

 

DANNY

I'll set up Alan and Colin's tent. You go.

 

PHILLIP

Here. [HE PUSHES GERALD AWAY] Take "giggles" with you.

 

GERALD

I don't want to go.

 

PHILLIP

Yes you do.

 

GERALD

Okay.

 

PHILLIP

You better watch out. There's old mine shafts all over the place.

 

BARRY

Of course there are and why shouldn't there be. Geraldine, you go first.

 

BARRY PUSHES HIM OFF. PHILLIP HELPS DANNY SET UP THE LAST TENT. HE WATCHES HIM INTENTLY.

 

PHILLIP

You're sleeping with him, aren't you?

 

DANNY LOOKS STUNNED.

 

DANNY

Who?

 

PHILLIP

You and this Bevan guy.

 

DANNY

No, of course not.

 

PHILLIP

Liar, liar, pants on fire.

 

DANNY

I forgot about your woman's intuition.

 

PHILLIP

It's a gift and a burden.

 

DANNY

Are we talking about the hump on your back?

 

PHILLIP

Just don't try rubbing it for luck.

 

DANNY

How did you...?

 

PHILLIP

You and Bevan? [SMILING] I can read you like a flyer. Does Beulah know?

 

DANNY

Are you crazy? He'd kill me.

 

PHILLIP

I don't blame him. Fancy sleeping with your marriage guidance counsellor.

 

DANNY

R.S.C.

 

PHILLIP

Whatever.

 

DANNY

Look, it's not serious or anything like that.

 

PHILLIP

Of course it isn't.

 

DANNY

Bevan's got a boyfriend.

 

PHILLIP

He's married?

 

DANNY

Yep.

 

PHILLIP

Then what was he doing at the baths?

 

DANNY

They're having problems.

 

PHILLIP

Who is?

 

DANNY

Bevan and his boyfriend.

 

PHILLIP

Is it just me or does that situation sound a little strange?

 

DANNY

I'm trying not to think about it. And don't you go getting all pious, Phyllis. You were stepping out on Daisy three years before he found out and dumped you.

 

PHILLIP

He didn't dump me. We came to a mutual agreement.

 

DANNY

And what was that?

 

PHILLIP

If I let him leave he wouldn't punch my lights out. Besides, I never said I was June Cleaver.

 

DANNY

Good thing, June. You haven't got the style.

 

PHILLIP

Or the beaver. So what happens when Beulah finds out?

 

DANNY

Well, he’d go through the roof but it's not gonna happen anyway because I broke it off with Bevan this morning.

 

PHILLIP

Why?

 

DANNY

He was becoming too demanding.

 

PHILLIP

Not to mention totally unethical.

 

DANNY

He kept calling me at work so I let him have it. I told him I didn’t want to have an affair with the one person who was supposed to be helping me from feeling the need to have an affair in the first place.

 

PHILLIP

What did he say?

 

DANNY

I've no idea. He wasn't in. I left a message on his machine.

 

PHILLIP

You brave little soul.

 

COLIN ENTERS WITH A BUNDLE OF WOOD. HE SMILES AT THE OTHER TWO.

 

COLIN

Hi guys. Oh, you've put up our tent. Thanks. Are you sure we need the fire yet?

 

HE STARTS TO PREPARE A FIRE.

 

PHILLIP

It's for the marshmallows. And pile it high, honey, in case we have to burn someone at the stake.

 

DANNY GLARES AT HIM.

 

DANNY

I'll just go see if Beulah's been eaten by a bear. Hah! Like a bear would survive.

 

DANNY EXITS.

 

PHILLIP

Are you okay, Colin? You've been a bit quiet today.

 

COLIN

Oh, yeah. I'm okay. It's just that...well, you know...

 

PHILLIP

Alan?

 

COLIN

Yeah.

 

PHILLIP

Well, speaking as the group’s agony aunt and believe me its all agony; one thing I’ve learned about Alan is you never rush him. Michael's only been gone twelve months so it's gonna take him a little time to loosen up, okay? And don't worry. I'm sure it's not you.

 

COLIN

I was starting to wonder.

 

PHILLIP

He does like you, you know.

 

COLIN

Yeah?

 

PHILLIP

I'm certain of it.

 

COLIN

Good. I...I really like him, you know.

 

PHILLIP

Get out of here.

 

DOUGIE AND GERALD ENTER. DOUGIE IS CARRYING A FEW SMALL TWIGS. HE DROPS THEM BY THE FIRE COLIN IS MAKING. HE TURNS TO GERALD.

 

DOUGIE

Stop following me, Wayne. Get your own friends!

 

GERALD

What?

 

DOUGIE

Skip it.

 

GERALD

Phillip, did you see? There's a river just down the path.

 

PHILLIP

I know.

 

GERALD

We could go for a swim.

 

BARRY, DANNY and ALAN ENTER.

 

DOUGIE

Forget it. The last time I went for a swim in a river a dead dog floated past me.

 

BARRY

Bet it wasn't dead until you put on your two-piece.

 

DOUGIE

You’re so funny. Not!

 

PHILLIP

The last time she had her blouse off someone tried entering her in best of breed.

 

THEY ALL SIT DOWN IN VARIOUS POSITIONS. GERALD PULLS OUT A COMIC. DOUGIE IS DOING HIS NAILS. COLIN SPREADS HIS SLEEPING BAG OUT. AFTER A LONG PAUSE...

 

BARRY

Well, this is riveting.

 

DOUGIE

So what do we do now?

 

PHILLIP

Nothing. We relax.

 

DOUGIE

Phyllis, I could've relaxed at home and still be holding the remote.

 

BARRY

With one hand of course.

 

DANNY

You know this reminds me of a documentary I saw once where all these big butch truck drivers went into the bush for a weekend to reclaim their manhood or something. They were all wearing flannelette shirts, banging on drums and screaming about their fathers not loving them.

 

DOUGIE

That’s disgraceful. Must have been straight. Nobody wears flannelette anymore.

 

DANNY

Yeah. And then...I think they got chased through the bush and one of the guys, the fat one, got raped by these retards with banjos and they made him squeal like a pig!

 

BARRY

I think you're confusing that with Deliverance.

 

DANNY

Really? Shit.

 

ALAN

I’m sure I saw that in an episode of Skippy.

 

GERALD

Why don't we go for a walk?

 

THEY ALL LOOK AT HIM.

 

BARRY

We've just walked for what feels like hours....

 

DANNY

Twenty minutes.

 

BARRY

And she wants to play bloody Burke & Wills.

 

DOUGIE

There's no way I'm walking another step. I'm fucked.

 

PHILLIP

Hard to believe. Truly a girl of her times.

 

DOUGIE

Tell me, do all you feral pigs travel in packs?

 

BARRY

You've been to the Stronghold. You tell us.

 

DOUGIE

Well shave your back, bitch and get off mine!

 

GERALD

Then how about we have a singsong?

 

BARRY

What?

 

GERALD

Sure. We used to do it in the cubs all the time.

 

BARRY

That accounts for her uniform fetish.

 

DOUGIE

Forget it. I don't know any campfire songs.

 

PHILLIP & DOUGIE LOOK AT EACH OTHER THEN START SINGING THE FIRST FEW BARS OF "People" FROM FUNNY GIRL.

 

ALAN

That's not campfire. Just camp.

 

DANNY

Maybe we should just go to sleep. I'm kinda pooped.

 

COLIN

What time is it?

 

ALAN

7 o'clock.

 

THEY ALL MOAN.

 

BARRY

We better pace ourselves. If we have all our fun tonight there'll be nothing to look forward to, come tomorrow.

 

DOUGIE

I need to go to the toilet. Phyllis, where are the loos around here?

 

PHILLIP

Dorothy, we're miles into the bush. Go find yourself a tree.

 

DOUGIE

You mean I have to...

 

PHILLIP

Uh-huh.

 

DOUGIE

Ugh! Well, who brought the toilet paper?

 

THEY ALL LOOK AT EACH OTHER. DOUGIE GOES OVER TO PHILLIP AND LEANS IN TO HIM.

 

DOUGIE

[THROUGH GRITTED TEETH] Thank you so-oo much!

 

HE WALKS OVER AND GRABS GERALD'S COMIC.

 

GERALD

Hey, that's....

 

DOUGIE

Sorry, Geraldine. These are desperate times.

 

HE WALKS OFF COUGHING.

 

PHILLIP

What's she trying to do? Hawk up a fur ball?

 

BARRY

Look out world. [SOLEMNLY] "The queen has entered the forest."

 

 

BLACKOUT

 

 

SCENE TWO

 

THE GROUP ARE SUNBAKING ON TOWELS. BARRY IS THE ONLY ONE WEARING A SHIRT. DOUGIE HOLDS A REFLECTOR SHIELD UNDER HIS NECK. GERALD IS LYING CLOSE TO HIM TRYING TO GET SOME OF HIS BEACH TOWEL. DANNY READS FROM A GAY NEWSPAPER.

 

DANNY

Hey, listen to this one. 30-year-old playful pup wants younger pups to have fun with and sniff out. Not into pedigrees but I am choosy. Your photo gets mine.

 

PHILLIP

Sniff out?

 

DANNY

Don't ask me.

 

BARRY

Stop reading that trash. It's sick.

 

DANNY

You think so? Well, listen to this. Hot, horny, young, stud muffin master wants slave into shaving, spanking, swimwear and cake. Sincere callers only.

 

PHILLIP

Sincere? Like someone's gonna pretend they're into that sort of stuff.

 

ALAN

Cake? What do they do with cake?

 

DOUGIE

Maybe they shove the cake down your speedos while they're trimming your moustache and if you complain they smack you in the mouth. That should cover all bases.

 

DANNY

Here's another one. Average looking guy...

 

PHILLIP

Who's gonna admit to being average? I mean if you had a choice wouldn't you go for the one that admits to being gorgeous. Sorry. You're too good looking. I only go for trolls.

 

DANNY

That accounts for your past record, Phyllis. Can I finish?

 

PHILLIP

Knock yourself out.

 

DANNY

Average looking guy, 30's. Non-scene. Loves theatre, movies, soft music, warm nights by the fire, kissing and cuddling, seeks same with view to relationship based on honesty, trust and understanding.

 

THEY ALL SIGH.

 

ALL

Ah.

 

DANNY

Hang on. There's more. [BEAT] Must be well hung.

 

PHILLIP

Who says romance is dead? Give me that.

 

PHILLIP GRABS THE PAPER.

 

PHILLIP

Dorothy. I found your ad.

 

DOUGIE

Oh, spare me.

 

PHILLIP

Short obnoxious queen with zero talent and charisma bypass looking for old, ugly and desperate. You push my wheelchair, I push yours.

 

DOUGIE

Skinny pig with numerous wrinkles, bad breath and suspect hygiene condition seeks same for flossing and flagellation.

 

BARRY

Why, Phyllis, that's everything but your name.

 

ALAN

What ever happened to real passion?

 

DANNY

Hey, look, there's passion on every one of those pages.

 

BARRY

You wouldn't know passion if it ran up and bit you on the arse!

 

DANNY

And of course you would.

 

BARRY

I might but it was before your time.

 

DANNY

Before my time you were doing the beats and wondering why small children were reeling back in horror at supermarkets.

 

PHILLIP

Such a pleasant little couple. I predict an axe murder by nightfall.

 

DOUGIE HITS GERALD.

 

GERALD

Hey!

 

DOUGIE

Keep your cold clammy paws away from me, queen, or I'll smack you dead.

 

GERALD

I didn't bring a towel.

 

DOUGIE

Tough! Life is pain. Live with it.

 

BARRY

You're a greedy little pig, Dorothy. Give him some of your towel.

 

DOUGIE

You give him some of yours.

 

BARRY

Sorry, Geraldine. Life's a bitch and so am I.

 

GERALD

That's okay.

 

DANNY

Serve yourself right. Next time you come on a trip make sure you're prepared. By the way, did anyone bring suntan lotion?

 

ALL

No.

 

GERALD

I've got some.

 

DANNY

Christ. May I borrow some, you sack of slop?

 

PHILLIP

How can you say no?

 

GERALD

It's in my bag.

 

DANNY GETS UP AND GOES OVER TO GERALD'S BAG. GERALD JUMPS UP AND GRABS THE BAG.

 

GERALD

Er....I'll get it.

 

THEY ALL LOOK AT HIM.

 

ALAN

What have you got hiding in there, Gerald?

 

GERALD

Nothing.

 

BARRY

Yeah, right.

 

DANNY

You know, we haven't all been near water since that time we went to the beach.

 

PHILLIP

Ugh. Don't remind me. Colin you weren't there for this. Three years?

 

BARRY

More like five.

 

PHILLIP

Jesus. Was it? Five years ago. The day of Mardi Gras. Back when they were fun even without drugs.

 

ALAN

We're obviously talking ancient history.

 

PHILLIP

We were all going as what?

 

ALL

Lifeguards.

 

DANNY

Quelle original.

 

PHILLIP

And we all desperately needed a tan.

 

DOUGIE

Don't down play it Phyllis. Your body was so white I got cataracts.

 

GERALD

Where was that?

 

ALL

Glamouramma.

 

THEY ALL SHIVER AT THE THOUGHT.

 

GERALD

Oh that's right.

 

PHILLIP

The water was so polluted we all got a stomach bug.

 

DANNY

Polluted? You'd walk into the water and come out with a tan line.

 

ALAN

We spent the whole night running, literally, to the toilets.

 

DOUGIE

That's when we could find one that didn't have the light bulbs smashed and twenty queens packed in, trying to make babies.

 

BARRY

Fucking Mardi Gras.

 

DANNY

Oh-oh. Here we go. Who mentioned Mardi Gras?

 

BARRY

What a joke. Shang-hied, that’s what it is. The minute our backs are turned snivelling, untalented little queens and house Frau politico dykes take over. Where were they when we were being dragged off to prison? Where were they when the police were bashing us in the cells?

 

DANNY

Since when did you ever get bashed in a cell?

 

ALAN

You were living in New Zealand during the seventies.

 

DOUGIE

As if that wasn't obvious enough.

 

BARRY

I'm speaking metaphorically, queen. But if I had been there I would've been on the front line.

 

DANNY

Selling Amway, no doubt.

 

BARRY

As soon as those dykes get their size nines in the door of anything they want to run the whole shebang. Remember when it was just men at those parties? I'm not talking about the screaming queens from the Albury in pants made out of their granny's doilies but real men. The girls had their parties; the boys had theirs and the in-betweens....like Dorothy, well they stayed at home and ran up hats. There wasn't this pseudo "community" shit either. Everyone pretending to be nice to each other.

 

PHILLIP

You're locked in a time warp, Beulah.

 

DANNY

How did we get into this?

 

BARRY

We did the groundwork and they take all the glory.

 

DANNY

Have you finished yet?

 

BARRY

Don't get me wrong. I like women.

 

ALL

“Some of my best friends are women.”

 

DANNY

The only trouble is that every time he gets into a room with a dyke he wants to punch their lights out.

 

BARRY

Right now I wish you were a dyke. My point is that they won't be happy until there ain't a single man on the dance floor. Now there’s even some loonies who want to take our disease away from us. Well, if they want that, they're welcome to it! And while they're at it they can take the bashings, the pain and heartbreak and all the other shit that goes with it. Fuck Mardi Gras! Fuck them all!

 

PHILLIP

I just love it when we touch a raw nerve, don't you?

 

BARRY

And while we're at it, who the hell came up with this "queer" shit?

 

THE OTHERS GROAN

 

DANNY

Look out. She's on a roll.

 

BARRY

I have performed synchronised swimming through six different types of crap over the last forty years trying to accept myself for what I am and no shaved-headed little yuppie queen in a spandex blouse and Clark Kent goggles is gonna call me "queer!"

 

ALAN

If you’re that bothered do something about it. Do the rallies.

 

PHILLIP

Make a stand.

 

DOUGIE

Take a pill.

 

BARRY

I'm far too busy.

 

DANNY

Spoken like a true wet fish.

 

DOUGIE

She’s just not a people person.

 

DANNY

You know, maybe if you lost some weight...

 

BARRY

What's my weight got to do with anything?

 

DANNY

Bevan says when we are unhappy with ourselves we always look for fault in others.

 

BARRY

I wasn’t talking about my weight.

 

DANNY

Maybe not but, well, you're always moaning about how much you weigh. I've told you it doesn't matter to me how fat you are.

 

BARRY

Oh, so now I'm fat?

 

DOUGIE

Of course you are, Beulah. You've got an arse that sits in two time zones. I bet when you and Danny have sex he just slaps one of your thighs and rides the wave in.

 

BARRY

Hah-bloody-hah! I'll have you know some people think I have washboard stomach.

 

THEY ALL START LAUGHING.

 

PHILLIP

Unfortunately the mangle is still attached.

 

DANNY

[TO BARRY] I just think you should look after yourself. You could have a heart attack or something.

 

 

BARRY

So now I’m gonna have a heart attack?

 

DOUGIE

Hopefully.

 

BARRY

You just love to pull these little cracks out, don’t you? I wasn't even talking about weight. You were the one who brought it up.

 

DANNY

Or maybe Bevan was right. You're having a mid-life crisis and can’t face the fact you’re getting old. [TO OTHERS] You should see him when he has one of his hissy fits. It's hysterical

 

BARRY

[SCREAMING] I do not have hissy fits!

 

DOUGIE

Oh, we stand corrected.

 

DANNY

Why don't you grow old gracefully like everyone else?

 

BARRY

Why don't you fuck off and die!

 

DANNY

Nice comeback.

 

DOUGIE

You know you could always have that hormone replacement therapy.

 

BARRY

And since when did Bevan say that I was having a mid life crisis? He never mentioned anything at our sessions together.

 

DANNY

Oh...I'm sure he did.

 

BARRY

I think I would have remembered that.

 

DOUGIE

You're in the middle of menopause. You don't remember anything.

 

BARRY

Will you shut the fuck up!

 

GERALD

Do men have menopause?

 

DOUGIE

Beulah has more flushes than a porta-loo.

 

PHILLIP

Can we please change the subject?

 

BARRY

[TO DANNY] You little weed. I won't forget this.

 

PAUSE.

 

PHILLIP

Ah, me. Queens with time on their hands. What do they talk about?

 

DOUGIE STARTS COUGHING. PHILLIP LOOKS AT HIM.

 

BARRY

Keep your barking down, Dorothy. You're frightening the wildlife.

 

DOUGIE

Fuck off, bitch.

 

DANNY

Such a lady.

 

ALAN

How are rehearsals going, Dougie?

 

DOUGIE

What? Oh, great, just great.

 

ALAN

Dougie's in a big musical.

 

COLIN

Really?

 

DOUGIE

It's not that big.

 

ALAN

Hundreds of people on stage.

 

DOUGIE

There's thirty.

 

ALAN

And he gets to say lines this time.

 

DOUGIE

A line. One crummy line. The rest is just chorus. Sorry. Ensemble.

 

COLIN

What's it about?

 

DOUGIE

Don't ask.

 

DANNY

Tell us.

 

ALAN

You're gonna love this.

 

DOUGIE

It's based on the Azaria Chamberlain thing.

 

 

BARRY

What's it called?

 

DOUGIE

Howl - The Musical.

 

PHILLIP

Sounds precious.

 

GERALD

Are we going to the opening night?

 

PHILLIP

Of course we are.

 

BARRY

We’re queens. We’d go to the opening of an envelope.

 

GERALD GETS UP.

 

GERALD

I need to take a leak.

 

DANNY

Thank you for sharing that with us, Geraldine.

 

GERALD

Anyone else need to go?

 

ALL

Er...no thanks...pass....What is she? Mental?

 

GERALD

Okay.

 

GERALD EXITS. DANNY GETS UP AND GOES TO GERALD'S BAG.

 

BARRY

Dee Dee, what are you doing in there?

 

DANNY

Shut up. I wanna know...

 

DOUGIE

What? What did you find?

 

DANNY

Nothing. Just a magazine. Oh my lordy. It's a porn.

 

DOUGIE

You're kidding.

 

DANNY

[THUMBING THROUGH IT] Yes, indeedy, folks. It's a suck-’n'-buck festarama.

 

PHILLIP

Why would he bring...[BEAT] What's the matter?

 

DANNY IS IN SHOCK

 

DOUGIE

What?

 

DOUGIE GETS UP AND LOOKS OVER DANNY'S SHOULDER. HE GOES INTO SHOCK AS WELL. PHILLIP GETS UP AND GRABS THE MAGAZINE.

 

PHILLIP

Typical. They have to turn total spasmo...[PAUSE] Oh...my...god. It's Geraldine.

 

BARRY

Get the fuck outta here.

 

DOUGIE & DANNY LOOK AT EACH OTHER THEN QUICKLY WRING THEIR HANDS, CRINGING AND SHIVERING.

 

DANNY & DOUGIE

Ee-uww.

 

BARRY, ALAN & COLIN CROWD AROUND THE MAGAZINE.

 

ALAN

Oh, shit.

 

COLIN

God, it's really him.

 

BARRY

I don't believe it. Why would he do something like this?

 

ALAN

The exposure?

 

BARRY

Well, you don't get much more exposed than this. God, you can just about see every vein.

 

DANNY & DOUGIE MOCK THROWING UP.

 

DOUGIE

Beulah, please.

 

ALAN

Maybe he needed the money.

 

DANNY

No she doesn't. She hordes like a chipmunk. The last time she ever paid for anything was with shells.

 

COLIN

Why would he bring it along this weekend?

 

BARRY

Why does he do anything? We stopped trying to figure Geraldine out a long time ago.

 

ALAN

What does it say?

 

DANNY

What?

 

 

ALAN

The caption underneath. What does it say?

 

DANNY

Oh.

 

HE READS. THE OTHERS LOOK ON. BARRY HITS HIM.

DANNY

What? Oh, you want me to read it aloud?

 

BARRY

You might as well. Your lips are moving anyway.

 

DANNY

"Chuck likes to spend most of his day...."

 

ALL

Chuck?

 

DANNY

"Chuck likes to spend most of his day just working on his farm."

 

BARRY

Farm? She wouldn't know a farm if a cow fell on her.

 

DANNY

"After a long hot day there's nothing better than relaxing with a toss in the hay."

 

ALL

Ee-uww!

 

ALAN

I can't believe he's done this.

 

PHILLIP

I can't believe a lot of things she does.

 

DANNY

Quick. She's coming back.

 

THEY SHOVE THE MAGAZINE BACK INTO HIS BAG AND RUSH BACK TO THEIR POSITIONS AS GERALD COMES BACK.

 

DOUGIE

Geraldine, did you remember to flush?

 

GERALD

Yeah, of course I,...you’re so funny. Jeez, it's getting hot. Anyone want to go back into the water?

 

PHILLIP

Pass.

 

ALAN

I will.

 

COLIN

Me too.

 

 

DOUGIE

Okay.

 

DANNY

Why not.

 

PHILLIP

Dorothy, you're going a little red. You want maybe we should baste the other side and put some vegetables around you.

 

DOUGIE

I'm already surrounded by vegetables.

 

DANNY

Beulah?

 

BARRY

No, thank you.

 

DOUGIE PUSHES GERALD OFF.

 

DOUGIE

Let's go, Chuck.

 

GERALD

What?

 

THE OTHERS STOP FOR A MOMENT. GERALD LOOKS PUZZLED.

 

DOUGIE

Nothing. Move it.

 

THEY EXIT LEAVING BARRY AND PHILLIP STILL SITTING  DOWN.

 

PHILLIP

Ah. At last a quiet moment. Beulah, pass me my bag.

 

BARRY

[PASSING A SMALL BAG] Why?

 

PHILLIP TAKES OUT A SMALL HALF BOTTLE OF CHAMPAGNE AND TWO GLASSES.

 

PHILLIP

I was saving this till later to have by myself but Beulah, since you've known me such a long, long time you may join me in my disintegration.

 

BARRY

Oh, party time! Where you go, my lush friend, I will drunkenly follow.

 

PHILLIP

Or stagger, as the case may be.

 

BARRY

And what, prey tell is the reason for this inspired and yet [HOLDING UP THE HALF BOTTLE] abbreviated celebration. Has something monumental happened in your drab and wretched life?

 

PHILLIP

I’m just revelling in my jaunt amongst the wildflowers.

 

BARRY

Crap.

 

PHILLIP

Ah, you see through my ruse.

 

BARRY

You couldn't wait to get away this weekend. There must be something going on.

 

PHILLIP

I got fired yesterday.

 

BARRY

No shit?

 

PHILLIP

On the contrary. Bulk kaka. I guess I told one too many customers if they didn't make up their minds pronto I'd break into their houses and roger their vile offspring with a prize winning zucchini.

 

BARRY

Mm. Vivid. I guess some people can't take a joke.

 

PHILLIP

Oh, that doesn't bother me really. I mean I can survive until I get another job but...

 

BARRY

But what?

 

PHILLIP

Well it got me thinking.

 

BARRY

About?

 

PHILLIP

Well, everything I suppose. Do you know what day it is today?

 

BARRY

Nope. Not in the slightest.

 

PHILLIP

September 29th

 

BARRY

Okay, you got me. What?

 

PHILLIP

Ten years since Leslie died.

 

BARRY

Jesus, is it?

 

PHILLIP

Uh-huh.

 

BARRY

Time flies when you're shuffling off to Buffalo.

 

 

PHILLIP

That's for sure.

 

BARRY

Ten years, huh? Boy, oh, boy.

 

PHILLIP

And do you know what the worst thing is?

 

BARRY

Besides your appalling dress sense? What?

 

PHILLIP

I can't really remember what the hell he looked like. I mean I know what he looked like but the image is getting blurred or something. I used to go to bed and just as I'd close my eyes I could still see him clearly. Nowadays if it weren’t for the photographs I'd forget completely. All that thick red hair and freckles. “Them big freckly red-headed men. Them’s fierce.” You know, he was the funniest person I ever met. The only one who could stop me dead in my tracks.

 

BARRY

I remember.

 

PHILLIP

But more importantly he was the only man I ever wanted to grow old with. That only happens once, doesn’t it. It seems so unfair. He was the only one who ever said he wanted to climb mountains with me. God. Remember how he was one of the first people we ever knew to get sick? For one brief moment it was almost fashionable to know someone that was ill. Then everyone started getting sick and, just like Sunset Boulevard, the novelty soon wore off. You know the old saying. "I know a lot of dead people.” First Leslie then Michael...

 

BARRY

And that's why this weekend...

 

PHILLIP

Maybe. There's not much in this world I want but this group even with all it's crap is still the closest thing I've got to family. To home. Without actually clicking my heels, anyway. Of course if you let this get out I’ll deny everything.

 

BARRY

My hips are soiled.

 

PHILLIP

But things have a habit of changing.

 

BARRY

They don’t change that much.

 

PHILLIP

Well, they change too much for my liking.

 

BARRY

Who ya' gonna complain to?

 

PHILLIP

And I don’t relish the thought of ending up old and alone either so just promise me if I ever get pasty and perverted like that old guy in Death in Venice you’ll put me out of my misery. I don't wanna end up dropping dead in a deck chair.

 

 

 

BARRY

I promise. The minute you go gaga over a pretty youth I'll fillet your puny carcass and feed it to the rats.

 

PHILLIP

Such a poet.

 

 

BARRY

Ring time, sis?

 

THEY BOTH CONNECT THEIR INDEX FINGER KNUCKLES.

 

BOTH

Shazam.

 

 

BLACKOUT

 

 

SCENE THREE

 

NIGHT. THE GROUP ARE SITTING AROUND A CAMPFIRE. COLIN IS HOLDING A POTATO ON A STICK OVER THE FIRE. THE OTHERS ARE EATING ALREADY COOKED POTATOES. DANNY WALKS ON AND THROWS THE COMIC AT GERALD.

 

DANNY

Thanks Geraldine. I love your comic.

 

GERALD

Yeah? Me too. Some kid left it on the plane. It's one of my favourites.

 

DANNY

One of mine too. Strong and yet super absorbent.

 

GERALD HOLDS UP THE COMIC. IT IS LOOKING RATHER THIN.

 

DANNY

Sorry about that, guys. Okay, my turn? I spy with my little eye, something beginning with...

 

BARRY

F.

 

DANNY

Hey, it's...

 

BARRY

F for finished.

 

PHILLIP

Finito.

 

ALAN

Finale.

 

DOUGIE

Fucked.

 

GERALD

Through.

 

THEY ALL LOOK AT GERALD. HE GIVES A CHEESY GRIN.

 

BARRY

I swear she's got an I.Q. lower than Tom Cruise's sperm count.

 

PHILLIP

Touché.

 

DOUGIE

And room enough between her ears for a handbag.

 

DANNY

The only reason God gave her ears was so her legs wouldn't go all the way back.

 

GERALD

Is Tom Cruise gay?

 

THEY LOOK AT HIM

 

DANNY

Typical. Why do we always presume the most beautiful men in the world are gay?

 

THEY ALL LOOK AT EACH OTHER THEN START CHANTING.

 

PHILLIP & BARRY

One of us! One of us!

 

PHILLIP

The whole world needs a role model. We just like to pick the pretty ones.

 

DOUGIE

In this case I think it's wishful thinking.

 

DANNY

And why not? It's about time we got a little of our own back anyway. When you put up with as much crap as we do then we deserve to have a little fun.

 

COLIN

You know what I think. I think maybe gay men should change their image.

 

DANNY

And how, pray tell?

 

COLIN

Well, for one thing we could stop calling each other women's names.

 

DANNY

You wanna know why gay guys call each other those names? To send ourselves up so we don't take things too seriously until we need to. And in any case they're girlie names, not women's. If some half-cocked feminist gets upset when a queen uses a girlie handle then she deserves all the aggro she gets. Tell 'em to lighten up, for Christ's sakes. There are worse things in this world.

 

COLIN

I was just saying...

 

DANNY

I know what you were saying. You're saying we should apologise for who we are.

 

COLIN

No, but I am saying if you put a t.v. camera on the street why is it twenty of the girliest and most revolting queens are going to throw themselves in front of it?

 

DANNY

We can't be responsible for everyone. Besides, that's just the media beat up.

 

COLIN

Funny. I thought it was a few queens who don’t have any idea what an embarrassment they are for the rest of us. No wonder they get bashed.

 

THEY ALL LOOK AT HIM.

 

DANNY

How fucking dare you!

 

COLIN

I didn't mean to...

 

DANNY

Have you ever been bashed? Have you?!

 

COLIN

No, but....

 

DANNY

But nothing! You open your big mouth and say these fucking things. When you've had it done to you then you can have an opinion. Look, bashing doesn't just come from creeps hiding in the bushes, you know. It happens all over the place. Sick little preachers who wouldn't know true Christianity if it rooted them with a crucifix. Brain dead homophobic Tasmanians sharing the same eyebrow and idiots who still think it's a preference. We also get bashed with every little smart arse comment or innuendo and every patronising line from the idiot who accepts their friend’s gayness as if they’ve got that right! Who gives a fuck if they accept us or not? But you want to know who the worst homophobe is? It’s the gutless little queen who doesn’t fight and stand up for his gay brothers and sisters. Maybe some queens deserve to be smacked in the mouth occasionally and to tell the truth I'd be first in line but not because they're gay.

 

EVERYONE LOOKS AWAY.

 

BARRY

Eloquently spoken, sweetheart. And you wonder why we're never invited to parties anymore.

 

COLIN

Maybe I should shut up.

 

DOUGIE

Maybe you should.

 

EVERYONE IS TENSE. PAUSE.

 

PHILLIP

Someone tell a fart joke, for Christ’s sakes.

 

BARRY

Well, let's face it. Straights have always been obsessed with what gay guys do in bed.

 

DOUGIE

They're just jealous because they think someone’s having a better time than they are.

 

DANNY

They think sex is what it's all about.

 

PHILLIP

I got news for you. Most queens think that's what it's all about.

 

DANNY

If they're so obsessed with what we do in bed tell them we fuck their heroes! That should shut them up.

 

DOUGIE

I just love a good “outing”.

 

PHILLIP

Outing, that's different. That's some little arsehole pointing the finger on someone who doesn't get the right of reply.

 

BARRY

Just let anyone try to "out" me.

 

THEY ALL LOOK AT HIM.

 

PHILLIP

Beulah, there are as yet undiscovered tribes in the northern most highlands of New Guinea who could tell you were a blouse.

 

COLIN

Anyone want another potato?

 

DOUGIE

[SNEERING] I couldn't possibly.

 

ALAN

If I have one more I'm gonna throw up.

 

DANNY

Ah, beautiful people doing beautiful things.

 

DOUGIE

Someone should fill me in. Are we having fun yet?

 

PHILLIP

Park it, hag!

 

DOUGIE

Well, excuse me all over the place. [TURNING TO ALAN AND COLIN] So...guys...how's it going between you two? Have you named the day, yet?

 

ALAN

Back off, Dougie.

 

DOUGIE

Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't know it was such a touchy showbiz subject. Maybe I'll just shut my mouth, huh?

 

DANNY

Why don't you?

 

DOUGIE

No, I don't think so. I'm here to enjoy myself.

 

PHILLIP

Then go find some funnel-webs to play with.

 

DOUGIE

Tell me, Colin. Is there anyone else in the group you wanna share pillow talk with?

 

COLIN

I think I might go for a walk. I need some air.

 

ALAN

I'll come with you.

 

ALAN GLARES AT DOUGIE AS HE FOLLOWS COLIN. BARRY, DANNY AND PHILLIP LOOK AT DOUGIE.

 

BARRY

[FROM "THE BAD SEED"] Rhoda!

 

PHILLIP

I'll say this much for you. When you make up your mind to be a schmuck you go all out, don't you?

 

DOUGIE

Oh, leave me alone.

 

DANNY

I'll bet you were a forceps birth!

 

BARRY

No way. She was born in a tube. What’s the matter? Mother roll on you when you were feeding?

 

DOUGIE

Get stuffed!

 

BARRY

Why do you have to be such a little bitch all the time?

 

DOUGIE

Really, it's just a hobby.

 

DANNY

Why can’t you be nice?

 

DOUGIE

Excuse me? You were just about ready to tear his throat out a moment ago.

 

DANNY

That’s different. That's politics.

 

PHILLIP

It really boils your potatoes, doesn't it?

 

DOUGIE

What?

 

PHILLIP

That Alan's seeing Colin now. You just can't let it go without being a dweeb.

 

DOUGIE

Oh, crap. What makes you think...

 

PHILLIP

Jesus Christ. You only went out with him for two weeks. There's no need to bleed from the eyeballs.

 

DOUGIE

That doesn't matter! He was mine. And Alan took him.

 

BARRY

"He's my boyfriend. No, he's mine!"

 

PHILLIP

He's not some fluffy toy, you know.

 

DANNY

Wanna bet?

 

PHILLIP

Get over it. It's becoming tiresome.

 

DOUGIE

When I'm good and ready.

 

DANNY

And in the meantime you make Alan feel like shit.

 

DOUGIE

I do not!

 

GERALD

Yes, you do.

 

DOUGIE

Stay out of this, twerp!

 

PHILLIP

Every time we go out you make little comments about Colin. You think that's not gonna upset him?

 

DOUGIE

I just think he should know what he's getting himself into, that's all. I don't trust Colin for a minute.

 

BARRY

Why? What's he ever done to you?

 

DANNY

He dumped him, that's all. The ultimate crime.

 

DOUGIE

No, it's not that. It's just...

 

PHILLIP

Well, from now on you be nice.

 

DOUGIE

I'm always...

 

PHILLIP

I mean it!

 

DOUGIE

Alright, alright.

 

BARRY

And apologise to Colin when he comes back.

 

DOUGIE

Since when do I...

 

PHILLIP

Do it!

 

DOUGIE

[PAUSE] Oh-kay.

 

DOUGIE LOOKS AT GERALD WHO IS GRINNING.

 

DOUGIE

How would like me to push your face in the fire?

 

GERALD

I didn't say anything.

 

DOUGIE

And keep it that way.

 

DANNY

You know, Bevan says that sometimes we say hurtful things because it's easier than expressing our true feelings.

 

DOUGIE

I'm sorry. I thought I was expressing my true feelings. And who the fuck is Bevan?

 

PHILLIP

Their shrink.

 

DANNY

Our R.S.C.

 

PHILLIP

Same pig. Different wig.

 

DOUGIE

Well, you tell Bevan to shut the fuck up and all. And while we're at it don't tell me how to run my life. You're the last two people to be giving advice about anything.

 

PHILLIP

Let's just drop it, okay?

 

DANNY

No, wait. What do you mean by that, you little smart-arse?

 

DOUGIE

Nothing.

 

DANNY

God, you’re such a little prick.

 

PHILLIP

I said drop it!

THEY ALL PAUSE. DOUGIE TURNS TO GERALD.

 

DOUGIE

So, Mr Potato Head. How's it hanging?

 

THE OTHERS LOOK UP WAITING FOR GERALD'S REACTION.

 

GERALD

What?

 

DOUGIE

Read any good books lately? Seen any movies? Appeared in any magazines with no clothes on?

 

GERALD LOOKS STARTLED. HE JUMPS UP AND WALKS OFF.

 

GERALD

I gotta take a walk.

 

DOUGIE IS QUITE PLEASED WITH HIMSELF. HE LOOKS AT THE OTHERS. THEY SHAKE THEIR HEADS.

 

DOUGIE

Sorry. Couldn't resist.

 

 

BLACKOUT

 

 

SCENE FOUR

 

ALAN IS SITTING ALONE, SLIGHTLY AWAY FROM THE TENTS POKING THE FIRE WITH A STICK. PHILLIP ENTERS.

 

PHILLIP

Hi.

 

ALAN

Hi, yourself.

 

PHILLIP

Having a good time?

 

ALAN LOOKS AT HIM.

 

PHILLIP

Don't answer that. I know. Dorothy doesn't mean everything she says, you know.

 

ALAN

I know.

 

PHILLIP

She's just got a few wheels in the sand at the moment.

 

ALAN

I understand. Where is everyone?

 

PHILLIP

Having a midnight skinny dip.

 

 

ALAN

You're kidding.

 

PHILLIP

Yes I am. Can you imagine that lot naked together? They don't mind flashing their willies at complete strangers but in front of each other they just about turn into nuns.

 

ALAN

Was Gerald with them?

 

PHILLIP

Nope. Last I saw he was sitting up a tree.

 

ALAN

Doing what?

 

PHILLIP

God knows. Where's Colin?

 

ALAN

Uh...

 

PHILLIP

Forget I asked. God, it’s a lovely night. [HE LOOKS AT ALAN] Is everything okay?

 

ALAN

What? Oh, sure.

 

PHILLIP

What's the matter?

 

ALAN

He wants to move in with me.

 

PHILLIP

Yeah? Well, that's one for the books. I didn't know it was that serious.

 

ALAN

Neither did I. I mean, we’ve only just started sleeping together.

 

PHILLIP

Really?

 

ALAN

Uh-huh.

 

PHILLIP

How was it?

 

ALAN

You know me. I never kiss and tell.

 

PHILLIP

How about bang and blab? Tell me, bitch, or I’m gonna sick Dorothy on you again.

 

 

ALAN

Uh...it was...it was good. [LAUGHING] Really good, actually.

 

PHILLIP

I hate you.

 

ALAN

Mind you, I haven’t been with anyone since Michael so anything’s a plus. I was beginning to think I was getting past my use by date.

 

PHILLIP

Ah, it's just like riding a bicycle. [BEAT] With the seat off.

 

ALAN

So what am I supposed to do?

 

PHILLIP

I seem to remember we had a gentlemen's agreement. I agreed to stop giving advice and you agreed to join the planet Earth.

 

ALAN

Well...just don't make it sound like advice.

 

PHILLIP

You’re such a wimp. Okay. Do you like him?

 

ALAN

Very much. Do you think it's too soon?

 

PHILLIP

You’re the only one who can answer that.

 

ALAN

I suppose.

 

PHILLIP

You still want my advice?

 

ALAN

I’ve uncorked you. Let’s finish the bottle.

 

PHILLIP

You’re not just thinking with your dick?

 

ALAN

No.

 

PHILLIP

Then follow your heart. That's all you can do.

 

ALAN LOOKS AT HIM THEN STARTS SHAKING HIM BY THE ARMS.

 

ALAN

Oh my God. Who are you? What have you done with Phillip?

 

PHILLIP SHAKES HIM OFF.

 

ALAN

You’ve become very wise in your dotage.

 

PHILLIP

I’ve had to. It was the day I realised all my friends were either total bitches or complete morons.

 

ALAN

Must have been a revelation.

 

PHILLIP

I'd had my suspicions for years.

 

COLIN ENTERS. PHILLIP GETS UP. HE TOUCHES ALAN ON THE FOREHEAD BETWEEN THE EYES.

 

PHILLIP

[FROM E.T.] Beee...goood. [HE SMILES AT COLIN] I think I'll go tie some weights around Dorothy's ankles. I love watching her flap about.

 

HE EXITS

 

ALAN

You okay?

 

COLIN

Yep.

 

ALAN

Good. Listen, I'm sorry about this weekend. "We's a lotta strung out queens."

 

COLIN

No, no. It's okay. I'm actually enjoying myself.

 

ALAN

Yeah?

 

COLIN

Well, almost.

 

ALAN

Good. Um, about moving in...

 

COLIN

Yeah?

 

ALAN

Uh...if you want, you can bring your things over this week.

 

COLIN

Yeah? That’s great.

 

ALAN

Just...don’t expect too much, okay?

 

COLIN

Don’t worry. I won’t.

 

ALAN

Oh, thanks a bunch.

 

ALAN GETS UP.

 

ALAN

Well, uh, that’s settled then. Good. I guess you’ll need a key. Yeah, a key would be good.

 

COLIN LEANS IN AND IS ABOUT TO KISS HIM WHEN A NOISE COMES FROM BEHIND THEM. THE REST OF THE GROUP ENTERS. THEY ARE SUPPORTING DOUGIE. ALL ARE SOAKING WET.

 

ALAN

What's the matter?

 

BARRY

The dumb bitch banged her head.

 

PHILLIP

She was doing her Esther Williams/Shelley Winters Poseidon Adventure thing again and backstroked into a rock.

 

DOUGIE

I'm okay.

 

DANNY

Shut up, you stupid dwarf. You don't know what you're saying. You could have concussion or something.

 

PHILLIP

If she hasn't now I'll be glad to give it to her. Frightening us like that.

 

DOUGIE

Let go of me.

 

PHILLIP

You'd do anything to get out of it.

 

BARRY

You're so lucky. You could've been paralysed from the neck down.

 

DANNY

I hear she roots like she's paralysed from the ankles up!

 

BARRY

That'll teach you to fuck around in the dark.

 

PHILLIP

Like she's never done that before.

 

DANNY

Are you okay now?

 

DOUGIE

Don't touch me or I'll kill you.

 

BARRY

Yep. She's okay. Alright, Dorothy. We're waiting.

 

DOUGIE

Give me a second to catch my breath, why don't you? I've just had a near death experience.

 

PHILLIP

If you don't hurry up you'll get the chance to repeat the exercise.

 

DOUGIE

Alright, already.

 

THEY PROD HIM IN THE BACK AS HE FACES COLIN AND ALAN.

 

DOUGIE

Colin, Alan. I'm sorry for being insensitive earlier on.

THEY PROD HIM AGAIN

 

DANNY

And...

 

DOUGIE

And...I promise it won't happen again, may the bank reclaim my Amex card, so help me God.

 

BARRY

There wasn't any real warmth in it.

 

DANNY

Hilda hypocrite!

 

ALAN

Thanks.

 

COLIN

That’s okay.

 

DOUGIE

Can I go now?

 

PHILLIP

Please.

 

ALAN

We’ve got some news as well. Er...Colin’s going to move in with me.

 

THEY ARE ALL IN SHOCK. DOUGIE SHRIEKS AND COLLAPSES INTO BARRY & DANNY'S ARMS.

 

DOUGIE

You should’ve let me drown.

 

PHILLIP

Don’t worry. Next time we will.

 

GERALD RUSHES ON

 

GERALD

I just...

 

DANNY

Geraldine?

 

GERALD

[BLURTING IT OUT] I just want to say that...I posed for some photos a while ago because this guy got me drunk and I didn't know what I was doing and I'm not proud of it!

 

THE OTHERS LOOK AT EACH OTHER THEN AT HIM.

 

BARRY & DANNY

Well...duh!

 

 

BLACKOUT

 

 

 

SCENE FIVE

 

ALAN, DOUGIE AND COLIN ARE ASLEEP IN THEIR TENTS. PHILLIP, GERALD, BARRY AND DANNY SIT AROUND THE FIRE, SMOKING A JOINT. THROUGHOUT THIS SCENE OCCASIONAL COUGHING CAN BE HEARD COMING FROM ONE OF THE TENTS.

 

BARRY

What the hell were you thinking?

 

GERALD

I told you. I was drunk.

 

DANNY

Not that drunk. Otherwise it would have been Mr Floppy, wouldn't it?

 

BARRY

And let's face it. You had the evidence in hand, so to speak.

 

GERALD

I'd completely forgotten about it. Then this magazine just turns up on my doorstep last week. How was I supposed to know he had a camera? I was lucky I found my way to the bed. He just told me what to do and I did it. I wondered why there was hay bale in the bedroom. And I thought he was so cute, too.

 

PHILLIP

What's that got to do with anything?

 

GERALD

Oh, leave me alone. I'm going to bed.

 

GERALD GETS UP AND GOES INTO THE TENT. BARRY AND PHILLIP LOOK AT EACH OTHER THEN GIVE EACH OTHER A HIGH FIVE.

 

DANNY

You know, Bevan says sometimes subconsciously we use alcohol as an alibi to do things we might otherwise be ashamed of.

 

PHILLIP

Bravo, Bevan.

 

BARRY

It's amazing how you always bring Bevan into our conversations. If I didn't know better I'd swear you were having an affair with him.

 

DANNY

Ha. Where did you get that idea from?

 

BARRY

Nowhere. I was just saying if I didn't know.....

 

DANNY LOOKS AWAY.

 

 

BARRY

Wait a minute. You are having an affair with him.

 

DANNY

What? No, I’m not. God, will you look at all those stars...

 

BARRY

You are. You are. I can't believe it. I was only bluffing but...

 

DANNY

I never said I was sleeping with him.

 

BARRY

But it's true, isn't it?

 

DANNY

I...

 

BARRY

Yes, or no?

 

DANNY

Uh...yes.

 

BARRY

Oh for crying out loud. How could you go and do that?

 

DANNY

You said we should try other people.

 

BARRY

I said other people. Not him!

 

DANNY

What?

 

BARRY

Not people we know.

 

DANNY

What difference does it make?

 

BARRY

It makes a lot of difference.

 

DANNY

Well, it shouldn't.

 

BARRY

I'm sorry but it does.

 

DANNY

We both agreed that we could have sex with other people.

 

BARRY

Together! You did it behind my back. The one thing I thought we agreed on was fidelity.

 

DANNY

While still sleeping with other people? That doesn't make sense.

 

BARRY

It doesn't have to make sense. There weren’t supposed to be any secrets. What a jerk I've been. When did it happen?

 

DANNY

You mean how long has it been going…

 

BARRY

What do you mean "going on"? I thought it was only once. You're having an affair with our marriage guidance counsellor?

 

DANNY

R.S.C.

 

BARRY

Shut up!

 

DANNY

Fine.

 

BARRY STANDS THERE SHAKING FOR A MOMENT. HE TAKES A DEEP BREATH.

 

BARRY

I can't believe I'm doing this.

 

HE PUTS HIS ARMS AROUND DANNY AND NESTLES HIS HEAD AGAINST HIS SHOULDER. DANNY LOOKS OVER BARRY'S SHOULDER TO PHILLIP, ASTONISHED.

 

DANNY

What? You mean you forgive me?

 

BARRY

I...guess. I must be the most stupid person in the world but I don’t think it’s worth it breaking up over this, do you? There are plenty of worse things that you could have done and I just can’t imagine being without you. Besides, it's partly my fault anyway for not making my position clear. Is it all over with Bevan?

 

DANNY

Well, yeah.

 

BARRY

Good. Do you think we can start again?

 

DANNY

Sure. Okay.

 

BARRY

Good.

 

DANNY IS DAZED.

 

DANNY

I think I'll take a walk before I turn in. Today’s been a little too eventful.

 

HE WALKS OFF. BARRY TURNS TO LOOK AT PHILLIP. PHILLIP WATCHES AS BARRY SITS ON THE SLEEPING BAG.

 

PHILLIP

[AFTER A LONG PAUSE] You're sleeping with him, aren't you?

 

BARRY

Who? Bevan? Of course I am. Well, actually we're speaking in the past tense. Slept. But Danny doesn't have to know that.

 

PHILLIP

You fucking hypocrite.

 

BARRY

What? Did I ever say that I wasn't sleeping with Bevan.

 

PHILLIP

No. But you never said you were either.

 

BARRY

If I had been asked I wouldn't deny it. I knew they'd been together. But you see, unlike Danny I know when to keep my big mouth shut.

 

PHILLIP

Don't you think that maybe that's a little bit unfair?

 

BARRY

Hey, I didn't sleep with Bevan until after I found out they'd already been humping. He was the one to suggest we try other partners in the first place. I figure as long as I know who it is and get equal time then he's not really doing it behind my back and it isn't really cheating. And there is the pay-off of course.

 

PHILLIP

Pay-off?

 

BARRY

Uh-huh. Right now he's thinking how wonderfully forgiving I am. He's also gonna think twice before doing anything like it again because he knows he has done me wrong. I didn’t realise what an easy lay Bevan was. "I have seen the enemy and it has flabby thighs."

 

PHILLIP

And you're not going to tell him.

 

BARRY

Not if I don't have to. [PAUSE] You knew about him and Bevan though. Didn't you?

 

PHILLIP

Nope. Not a bit.

 

BARRY

Mm. I wonder.

 

PHILLIP

God, this is getting complicated.

 

BARRY

Life's like that. One minute you're on top of the world. The next you're on top of a bonnet.

 

PHILLIP

Pre-xactly [sic].

 

DOUGIE'S VOICE COMES FROM OUT OF THE TENT.

 

DOUGIE

[OFF] Will you two shut the hell up! [THERE IS THE SOUND OF SOMEONE BREAKING WIND IN THE TENT] Geraldine!

 

 

BLACKOUT

 

 

SCENE SIX

 

THE GROUP ENTER AFTER HAVING ANOTHER SWIM. DOUGIE IS COUGHING SLIGHTLY AND LOOKING PALE.

 

DOUGIE

I don't think I'll be going in the water anymore. I'm starting to wrinkle like a prune.

 

BARRY

As opposed to...

 

DANNY

So, what was he like?

 

PHILLIP

Who? My date? My God, you don't want to know.

 

BARRY

Au-contraire, lesser mortal. Tell us all.

 

ALAN

Is this the guy we met in the bookshop last week? The one with the moustache and the hairy chest?

 

PHILLIP

Yep.

 

DANNY

Fancy picking someone up in a bookshop. If that isn't cheap and tawdry then...

 

PHILLIP

Hey, he picked me up. Okay?! Besides, I don't get to meet many guys these days.

 

BARRY

Since the council condemned his local amenities block.

 

PHILLIP

I've been going to that beat since I was a teenager.

 

DANNY

Was it that old? It probably fell down from natural erosion.

 

GERALD

Was he good looking?

 

PHILLIP

Who?

 

GERALD

The guy in the bookshop.

 

ALAN

Very.

 

 

PHILLIP

Yeah well, looks can be deceiving.

 

GERALD

Why? What did he do?

 

PHILLIP

He wanted me to sit on the edge of the bed and watch him shave.

 

GERALD

Oh, that's a pity. I like moustaches and I just love hairy chests.

 

BARRY

I don't think he's talking about moustaches or his chest.

 

GERALD

Then what?

 

PHILLIP

Everything but.

 

GERALD

Oh. Baldy blobs?

 

PHILLIP

Exactly.

 

GERALD

Oh boy.

 

PHILLIP

Why don't people just have normal sex any more? None of this colour coordinated hankie type stuff. Just go straight for the missionary position and wake me when the headboard stops wobbling.

 

BARRY

I know so many queens who set off metal detectors at airports it isn't funny.

 

GERALD

Imagine if you were into spanking and you had one of those lights that turn off and on when you clap your hands. It would look like a disco when you had sex, wouldn't it?

 

THEY LOOK AT HIM.

 

BARRY

Sometimes, Geraldine, you really frighten me.

 

DANNY

Well I for one am sick and tired of this safe sex crap. I hate condoms. It's like tap dancing in diving boots.

 

BARRY

We do it to stay alive, idiot.

 

DANNY

I know why we do it. I just hate it, that's all.

 

PHILLIP

You know, I know this one guy who was so happy he got a negative result that he ran straight out of the clinic and got knocked down by a truck.

 

BARRY

That's terrible. Is she dead?

 

PHILLIP

No, but it slowed the bitch down. Nobody should get that cocky.

 

GERALD

I hear wanking parties are pretty good.

 

BARRY

Only if they've got central heating.

 

THEY LOOK AT HIM.

 

BARRY

Er...I'm told.

 

ALAN

Are you okay, Dougie? You're looking a little white.

 

DOUGIE

I'm okay. Can we change the subject?

 

DANNY

Just as it's getting interesting. What time are we leaving?

 

BARRY

In a couple of hours, I guess.

 

DANNY

Dorothy, what's that on your back?

 

DOUGIE

What are you talking about?

 

DANNY

There's a leech on your back or something.

 

PHILLIP

Dorothy, get off that leech!

 

DANNY

No it's not. Sorry. There's something there. A bruise or something. Right there in the small of your back.

 

DOUGIE

No, there's not. I can't see any mark.

 

DANNY

But there is...

 

DOUGIE

Just forget about it okay!

 

HE RUSHES TO PUT ON HIS T-SHIRT AND WALKS OFF.

 

BARRY

Shut up, Danny.

 

DANNY

What's his problem? I was just...

 

BARRY

For fuck's sake, shut up!

 

BARRY, ALAN AND PHILLIP LOOK AT EACH OTHER.

 

BLACKOUT

 

 

SCENE SEVEN

 

BARRY, ALAN AND PHILLIP ARE STANDING OUTSIDE THE TENTS.

 

BARRY

This is your fault, Phyllis. You should never have asked him along.

 

PHILLIP

Don't you dare blame me. I didn’t know he was ill.

 

ALAN

We'll just wait till Danny and the others get back. They might have found him.

 

DOUGIE STAGGERS ON, COUGHING AND VERY SHORT OF BREATH.

 

PHILLIP

Dougie?

 

THEY MOVE TOWARDS HIM BUT HE BACKS AWAY.

 

DOUGIE

I'm okay.

 

PHILLIP

What's wrong?

 

DOUGIE

I guess this weekend got a bit much for me. I'm sorry I worried you. I've been a bit of a pain, I know. I wanted to have a good time in spite of everything.

 

ALAN MOVES TO HIM AS HE SINKS TO THE GROUND. ALAN CATCHES HIM. GERALD, COLIN AND DANNY RUSH ON. PHILLIP GESTURES FOR THEM TO STAND BACK

 

DOUGIE

Aw shit. My chest hurts. This is all I need. Stumbling around in the bush, hacking my guts up. It's like I'm in some fucking movie I didn't get to choose.

 

GERALD

What movie? What's he talking about?

 

BARRY

Don't go completely American on us, Dorothy.

 

ALAN

Dougie, please....

 

DOUGIE PUSHES THEM ALL AWAY AND STANDS BACK, REELING AND COUGHING.

 

 

DOUGIE

One line. That’s all I had and it doesn’t look like I’ll even get to do that. One lousy line.

 

GERALD

One line?

 

DOUGIE

You wanna know what really frightens the kaka out of me? I keep thinking about those people you see on the trains nodding off. They're always in the seat facing you. They fall asleep and there's this stalactite of drool edging it’s way out their mouth, making its way towards their shirt. You're watching and praying it won't fall but like everyone else in the carriage you wanna see it happen. You wanna see someone else take the fall.

 

PHILLIP

What are you talking about?

 

DOUGIE

It's called fucking up! Pretty soon I'm gonna look down and there's gonna be a big wet patch on the shirtfront of my entire fucking existence.

 

HE GRABS THE SIDE OF ONE OF THE TENTS TO STEADY HIMSELF.

 

PHILLIP

Dougie?

 

DOUGIE

I'm sick, okay! Is that what you want to hear? Maybe now you'll shut up.

 

DANNY

What?

 

DOUGIE

I've been sick for months but no one ever noticed. You were all beside yourselves when Michael and Leslie got sick. Or one of the thousands jumping off the twig. You never noticed what I was going through.

 

PHILLIP

Dougie, we didn't know.

 

DOUGIE

I don't care! We’re all supposed to be so close. You should've been able to see. [TO ALAN] You wondered why I stayed away when Michael was in hospital? You think I want to see how it's gonna be for me? That isn't the way I want to go. I want to die in a car accident or something. I don't want to be one of those fucking obituary boxes taking up a tiny bit of space in some gay rag every fortnight. Everyone looks at those pages to see who’s dead and then they can say "Oh, I knew him." Well, I don't want that! I wish someone would just blow my fucking brains out because I swear if I had just an ounce of courage I'd do it myself. I don't wanna be remembered. I want to be alive. But...if I can’t stop it then I want people to know me for who I was on the inside. Not some nelly little queen. I deserve more! [SOBBING] One lousy line. That’s all I wanted. Phillip...don't let me die in some fucking hospital with all the others. I'm better than that.

 

PHILLIP

Ssh. Ssh. It's alright. [PAUSE] What do you want us to do?

 

DOUGIE

Just...take me home.

 

 

FADE TO BLACK

ACT TWO

 

 

SCENE ONE

 

 

THREE FIGURES DRESSED IN BLACK ARE FACED UPSTAGE, THEIR HEADS BOWED. THERE IS THE SOUND OF A CAR HORN. THEY TURN AROUND, PASSING A JOINT BACK AND FORTH.

 

DANNY

Are you sure we should be doing this?

 

BARRY

Doing what?

 

DANNY

This. I mean, it is a cremation after all.

 

BARRY

So?

 

PHILLIP

So she thinks the only person smoking today should be Dougie.

 

GERALD RUNS ON STAGE DRESSED IN HIS AIRLINE UNIFORM. THE OTHERS LOOK AT HIM.

 

DANNY

[TAKING A DRAG AND SPEAKING IN FALSETTO] Are you a good witch or a bad witch?

 

THEY SMOKE SOME MORE.

 

BARRY

Who cares? She's still just a witch.

 

GERALD

Am I too late?

 

BARRY

Yes, he's dead.

 

THE OTHERS LOOK AT BARRY.

 

GERALD

No, I mean, is the service over? I couldn't get a taxi. One of the busiest airports in the world and there's no fucking taxis when you want one.

 

BARRY

This is a funeral service. Watch your language. [BEAT] Arsehole.

 

PHILLIP

Not yet.

 

GERALD

Not yet, what?

 

PHILLIP

Not yet. The service hasn't started yet.

 

DANNY

Are we going out for a drink after?

 

BARRY

Sure, why not? Then perhaps dinner and we could take in a show.

 

DANNY

Putz.

 

PHILLIP

I think maybe a drink would be good.

 

DANNY

Good to see you're at least dressed for the occasion, Geraldine.

 

PHILLIP

Look, Dorothy's not going to care. Why should we?

 

BARRY

Ah. The motto for the nineties.

 

DANNY

Don't try to be deep, Beulah. You'll get crow's feet.

 

PHILLIP

Shit, I hate these things.

 

DANNY

You're not supposed to enjoy them, pet. Otherwise everyone would be doing it.

 

PHILLIP

I do it far too often.

 

BARRY

Has anyone spoken to the family?

 

PHILLIP

Who’s family?

 

BARRY

Dougie’s of course.

 

PHILLIP

He has a family?

 

DANNY

In spite of my theory about aliens, yes he did. I found their number in the back of his phone book. [THEY LOOK AT HIM] Well, I had to let them know didn’t I? They said they’d come up from Burnie for the funeral. I arranged for his brother to meet us at Dougie’s flat this morning.

 

PHILLIP

He had a brother?

 

BARRY

Two, apparently. They’re over there.

 

DANNY

Yeah but when I went to meet them they’d already been through the place and cleaned it out. Everything that wasn't nailed down they took. Seems they came down a day early and got a spare key from the real estate agent. Said they were the grieving family and they needed to collect some of his belongings.

 

PHILLIP

But he hasn't seen his family in over 12 years. From what I understood they threw him out.

 

BARRY

Very Tasmanian, I must say.

 

DANNY

The only thing they left were a pile of photos.

 

PHILLIP

Of what?

 

BARRY & DANNY

Us.

 

BARRY

Don’t worry. Nothing tacky. Just pictures of all of us over the last ten years dressed up or on the beach and stuff. They were gonna burn them.

 

PHILLIP

Cunts.

 

DANNY

Normally I would say that was politically incorrect but in this case...

 

PHILLIP

But...I loaned him my Madonna c.d's. They took them too?

 

DANNY

Read my lips, sweetie. They left dust.

 

GERALD

I thought he was gonna leave everything to us.

 

DANNY

That's what he said.

 

GERALD

So?

 

BARRY

So...scag-brain, he didn't leave a will, did he?!

 

GERALD

But...we could tell them that he was going to leave us some things, couldn't we?

 

BARRY

Oh, like they're gonna listen to us. They couldn't be bothered listening to their own son when he told them he was gay.

 

PHILLIP

I can't believe it. They didn't even bother to go see him in the hospital. We were his only family.

 

DANNY

Well, there was money involved so suddenly they had a son.

 

PHILLIP

Dumb bitch. Why didn't he leave a will? I mean, I didn't want anything of his, but...

 

BARRY

He didn't really have much that anyone wanted, anyway. His taste in furniture was almost as bad as yours.

 

PHILLIP

But at least it could've gone to some charity or something. I thought you were gonna help him write his will.

 

BARRY

Hey, don't start on me. You know what he was like. Didn't want to discuss it. Every time I brought it up he'd change the subject.

 

PHILLIP

So they've got everything?

 

DANNY

Yep.

 

PHILLIP

Do they know what he died of?

 

BARRY

Of course, but they don't want us to mention it. They asked us to say he died from cancer.

 

DANNY

If they could get away with saying he died of a stubbed toe they'd probably try that instead.

 

PHILLIP

Cunts.

 

BARRY

Stop saying that.

 

PHILLIP

Well, they’ve got what they want. What are they doing here, anyway?

 

DANNY

Probably waiting to steal the pennies off his eyes and check the corpse for jewellery.

 

BARRY

Look at them. They’re like vampires moving in to feed.

 

ALAN ENTERS.

 

GERALD

Maybe someone should go talk to them or something.

 

BARRY

Let me at them.

 

DANNY

I'll go. I think someone with a cool head might be appropriate at the moment.

 

DANNY WALKS OFF.

 

ALAN

What's going on?

 

PHILLIP

Dougie's family are here.

 

ALAN

He had family?

 

BARRY

That's them over there. The Widow Twankey and Bill and Ben. You know I think Danny was right. They do share the same eyebrow.

 

GERALD

So, what do we do now?

 

BARRY

We go in for the service.

 

PHILLIP

Where's Colin?

 

ALAN

He's not coming. He says he's not very good at these things.

 

BARRY

I don't blame him. If I had I choice I wouldn't be here either.

 

GERALD

Is this gonna be religious? I don't wanna go in if it's gonna be religious.

 

BARRY

It's a fucking funeral. Of course it's religious.

 

PHILLIP

Actually it's non-denominational.

 

GERALD

What's that mean?

 

PHILLIP

It means there's little formality, only minor references to God and the priest is probably gay.

 

GERALD

The priest is gay?

 

PHILLIP

It's a gay church. What were you expecting? An Indian holy man?

 

GERALD

I guess not.

 

ALAN

Does Dougie's family know it's a gay church?

 

BARRY

They will the minute Ted opens his mouth.

 

ALAN

Who's Ted?

 

 

BARRY

Father Ted. The priest. She puts an "s" in barbecue. By the way, Dougie's family...

 

ALAN

What about them?

 

PHILLIP

They cleaned out his apartment.

 

ALAN

You're kidding.

 

BARRY

Nope.

 

PHILLIP

Took everything.

 

ALAN

Cunts!

 

THEY ALL STAND STILL FOR JUST A MOMENT WATCHING THE FAMILY THEN START YELLING OVER EACH OTHER AT THE TOP OF THEIR LUNGS.

 

PHILLIP

Arseholes! You wouldn't know what family was if it came up and rooted you through the ear-holes!

 

ALAN

Scum-sucking vultures! Why don't you go suck the life out of someone else?!

 

GERALD

Fucking losers! Get a grip, you dogs!

 

BARRY

Why don't you crawl back under the rocks you came from?! You greasy Tasmanian cod fuckers!

 

PHILLIP

Fucking blood-sucking vampires!

 

ALAN

Get back in your Kombi van and wrap it around a telegraph pole, you cannibals!

 

BARRY

You pack of low life arse lickers! He wasn't your son!

 

ALAN

Some brothers you were. Where were you when he needed help?! Huh?

 

DANNY RE-ENTERS. THEY ALL STOP AND LOOK GUILTY.

 

DANNY

Thank you so much gentleman. I knew I could depend on you to restrain yourselves.

 

HE TURNS TOWARDS THE FAMILY AND YELLS.

 

DANNY

Arseholes!! [TO THE OTHERS] I go up to give my condolences and the mother looked at me like I'd just pissed in the punchbowl.

 

BARRY

What are we doing?

 

DANNY

Well, the family is sitting up in the front pews and we're allowed to sit behind.

 

PHILLIP

It's times like this I wish I'd brought my blowpipe.

 

ALAN

Or a heavy gauge shotgun

 

PHILLIP

You know, I keep thinking about Dougie.

 

ALAN

Understandable given the circumstances.

 

PHILLIP

I keep thinking maybe if we hadn't gone on that camping weekend then he wouldn't have come down with pneumonia. He might still be here.

 

DANNY

You can't blame yourself. It would've happened eventually, anyway, no matter where he was. At least we found out he wasn't well.

 

PHILLIP

What's so good about that? I don't want to know when people are dying. Why don't they just disappear or something? Beam me up Scotty and all that. That, I'd like. I don't want to see the walking dead either when I go out to bars. I know that's cruel but I don't need the reminders.

 

BARRY

Face it. We’ve all been through far too much for poor white trash.

 

PHILLIP

Ain’t it the truth.

 

BARRY

You know, this reminds me of a little joke.

 

PHILLIP

Oh, please.

 

DANNY

I hardly think this is the time.

 

BARRY

Hey, Dorothy would want it this way.

 

PHILLIP

How about we pull out a few nails and ask him.

 

DANNY

Well, go on and tell it then if it'll make you happy.

 

BARRY

I thought you'd never ask. There's these two queens, been together for years and one night they're humping their tits off when the one on top ups and has a heart attack. Dead in the bed. Well, at the service the undertaker comes up to the grieving widow and asks if he could have a word with him. Apparently they’re having a little problem bringing the body out because the deceased had died in a, how shall I say it, excited manner. So the undertaker wanted to know what was to be done. Well, quick as a flash the other queen asks for the offending member to be cut off and inserted in the deceased's rectum. The undertaker was quite taken aback at first but agreed to carry out the instructions. Well, when the widow walked past the open coffin there's poor old dead boyfriend lying in state with a small tear coming out of one eye. The queen leans down and says very quietly..."Fucking hurts, doesn't it!?"

 

THE OTHERS ARE DUMB-FOUNDED. NO ONE WANTS TO LAUGH BUT GRADUALLY THEY ALL BREAK UP AND FALL ABOUT LAUGHING.

 

BARRY

Now I think we're ready to go in.

 

THEY EXIT OFF, STILL LAUGHING.

 

 

BLACKOUT

 

 

SCENE TWO

 

A COUNTRY AND WESTERN BAR DURING BOOT SCOOTING. MUSIC: RANDY TRAVIS SINGING "FOREVER AND EVER AMEN." GERALD ENTERS IN FLANNELETTE SHIRT, JEANS AND BOOTS, HOLDING A DRINK. HE KNOWS ALL THE WORDS TO THE SONG. HE'S SMILING AT PEOPLE, TRYING TO LOOK LIKE HE'S HAVING A GOOD TIME. PEOPLE ARE WALKING PAST HIM. HE SPOTS SOMEONE IN A DOUBLE TAKE AND LOOKS BACK AT THEM. HE IS CAUGHT OUT AND LOOKS EMBARRASSED. HE SMILES. HE SWITCHES IN TO CRUISE MODE. HE LIFTS HIS GLASS TO DRINK, MISSES HIS MOUTH AND SPILLS IT DOWN THE FRONT OF HIS SHIRT. HE TRIES TO ACT COOL BUT ISN'T VERY SUCCESSFUL. HE KEEPS LOOKING IN THE DIRECTION OF HIS ADMIRER WHEN PHILLIP ENTERS, ALSO WEARING COUNTRY AND WESTERN GEAR. PHILLIP STARES AT HIM THEN LOOKS TO SEE WHO GERALD IS STARING AT THEN BACK TO GERALD. HE MOVES IN BETWEEN THEIR LINE OF VISION.

 

PHILLIP

Geraldine, you pervert. What are you staring at? As if I didn't know.

 

GERALD

Oh, nothing.

 

PHILLIP SLAPS HIM ON THE CHEST.

 

PHILLIP

Well, cut it out! Oh my god. You're all wet. Stop with the drool, okay?

 

GERALD

You see that guy over there?

 

PHILLIP

Who? The one with the moustache, cowboy hat and what looks like a five-pound tumour down the front of his jeans? Nope.

 

GERALD

He keeps staring at me. I think he wants me.

 

PHILLIP

For medical experiments, I hope.

 

PHILLIP PUTS HIS ARMS AROUND GERALD AND GOES TO KISS HIM

 

GERALD

[SHAKING HIM OFF] Stop it!

 

PHILLIP

[MIMICKING HIM] Oh stop it!

 

BARRY AND DANNY ENTER, DRESSED ALIKE.

 

PHILLIP

Oh my God. It's the Bobsy twins.

 

BARRY

[From "THE RITZ" in falsetto] I'm Duff. He's Tiger.

 

DANNY

Well, Phyllis, you've done it again. Another one of your brilliant suggestions. "Let's go dancing." I should have known what you meant.

 

PHILLIP

Oh, shut up. You love this stuff.

 

DANNY

No, I don't.

 

PHILLIP

Well I love it, so humour me.

 

DANNY

For all the days of our lives.

 

BARRY

For someone who hates this kind of thing it's amazing how you seem to know all the steps.

 

DANNY

It's the things I know best I hate the most.

 

PHILLIP

Where's Alan and Colin?

 

BARRY

Probably at home playing "happy families."

 

PHILLIP

Alan said he'd be here.

 

DANNY

Then he'll be here. Shut up.

 

GERALD

You think maybe I should go over and talk to him.

 

BARRY

Talk to who?

 

PHILLIP

She's got someone making goo-goo eyes at her.

 

BARRY

How? I mean, who?

 

PHILLIP

The big yee-ha in the hat.

 

DANNY

Forget it. He'll eat you alive for breakfast.

 

GERALD

That's what I'm counting on.

 

BARRY

Trash.

 

PHILLIP

Well, what are you waiting for? Go talk to him.

 

GERALD

I will. Just give me a second.

 

PHILLIP

And you call yourself a poofter.

 

GERALD

I don't call myself a poofter. I am a poofter. It's not like I took a course in it or anything.

 

THEY ALL LOOK AT HIM.

 

BARRY

That was very good, Geraldine.

 

PHILLIP

Go on then, Gerald. Go batter your eyelashes at him or lick his boots or something.

 

GERALD

Okay. Let me know if I'm making a fool of myself.

 

HE GOES TO WALK AWAY.

 

DANNY

Geraldine?

 

HE COMES BACK.

 

GERALD

What?

 

DANNY

You're making a fool of yourself.

 

GERALD STARTS TO EXIT. THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER.

 

ALL

Ge-ral-dine!!

 

HE STOPS FOR A MOMENT AND TURNS AROUND.

 

ALL

Work it baby, work it!

 

HE MOVES OFF. THEY ALL LAUGH. COLIN ENTERS ALONE.

 

COLIN

Hi, guys.

 

PHILLIP

Where's Alan?

 

COLIN

Oh, he wasn't feeling well so he decided to stay at home.

 

PHILLIP

What do you mean, wasn't feeling well?

 

COLIN

He wasn't feeling well.

 

PHILLIP

Well. shouldn't you be home with him?

 

COLIN

Hey, he doesn't need me taking care of him. Just because he's not feeling well doesn't mean I shouldn't go out, does it?

 

PHILLIP

No, but...

 

COLIN

He's a big boy.

 

DANNY TOUCHES PHILLIP ON THE ARM.

 

DANNY

Leave it.

 

PHILLIP IS PUZZLED BUT DECIDES NOT TO PURSUE IT.

 

COLIN

I might take a look around.

 

COLIN EXITS. THEY WATCH HIM GO.

 

DANNY

Is it just me or is he becoming a bit of a prick?

 

BARRY

You tell us. You're the expert.

 

PHILLIP

I'm gonna make a call.

 

BARRY

He'll be alright.

 

PHILLIP

I know that. I just want to make sure.

 

PHILLIP EXITS.

 

BARRY

Well, here we are.

 

DANNY

Yeah. Ain't life like that.

 

BARRY

You know you could try putting a little effort into it.

 

DANNY

What?

 

BARRY

You've been miserable all evening.

 

DANNY

No I haven't.

 

BARRY

But you don't want to be here.

 

DANNY

No, but I'm not miserable.

 

BARRY

I thought this would be fun. We haven't all been together since Dougie's funeral and that was six weeks ago. You used to enjoy this.

 

DANNY

We’re not all exactly together at the moment anyway, are we?

 

BARRY

Would it make you any happier if we started seeing a counsellor again?

 

DANNY

You mean like Bevan? Oh, please.

 

BARRY

No, not him. But someone.

 

DANNY

Look, I don't want to go back to Bevan or anyone else for that matter. I just want to be left alone. Okay?

 

PHILLIP ENTERS.

 

DANNY

Well?

 

PHILLIP

He's okay. Just a little tired, that's all. He's got a bit of a cold.

 

BARRY

I told you he'd be okay.

 

DANNY

You're such a Mother Theresa.

 

PHILLIP

It's true.

 

 

BARRY

Right down to the wrinkles and dress sense.

 

PHILLIP

[IN AN INDIAN ACCENT] I'll let that one slide on account of you're being a twat.

GERALD ENTERS.

 

DANNY

So what happened to you? Did he run screaming in the opposite direction as soon as he figured you couldn't walk and chew gum at the same time?

 

BARRY

Did he get the sight back in one eye?

 

GERALD

He's just gone to the loo, that's all.

 

PHILLIP

What's his name?

 

GERALD

Uh...Chris, I think.

 

ALL

Chrisss!

 

GERALD

He's an American.

 

PHILLIP

Figures. He'd have to be from out of town. You've just about had every man in the metropolitan area and then some.

 

GERALD

Well I think he's real cute.

 

DANNY

I'm sure he's everything you've ever wanted.

 

BARRY

For Geraldine that means he's got a dick and a pulse.

 

THE MUSIC CHANGES TO A “SLAP LEATHER” LINE DANCE.

 

PHILLIP

C'mon. We know this one.

 

THEY RUSH INTO THE CENTRE OF THE FLOOR. THE DIALOGUE CONTINUES THROUGH THE DANCE.

 

BARRY

[IMITATING ROD SERLING] "Open the door. You've just entered the testosterone zone."

 

PHILLIP

More like the oestrogen wing.

 

GERALD

I haven't done this in years.

 

 

DANNY

It shows. Move your fat arse, Beulah! You're moving like a bloody Tony Bartuccio dancer!

 

BARRY

One more crack like that and I'm gonna smack you in the mouth.

 

DANNY

The only thing smacking around here are your thighs.

 

PHILLIP

Will you two shut up? You're putting me off.

 

BARRY

Relax, Phyllis. It's not like you're having sex.

 

PHILLIP

Someone better refresh my memory. It's been so long since anyone's been down there I was thinking of putting some pot plants around it and making a feature of it.

 

DANNY

I think a dried arrangement would be more appropriate.

 

SUDDENLY THE DANCE BECOMES FAST AND THEY DON’T HAVE TIME TO TALK. FINALLY IT FINISHES. THEY ALMOST COLLAPSE TO THE FLOOR.

 

BARRY

Oh, fuck. I’m gonna have a heart attack.

 

DANNY

Stand back ladies. When she hits the ground it can leave marks.

 

THE NEXT PIECE OF MUSIC IS “WORKING”. IT IS DONE TO A TOOSH PUSH.

 

PHILLIP

Here we go. A nice slow one, girls.

 

BARRY

Hey, Geraldine, your boyfriend still hasn't come out of the loo yet. Think he's giving blowjobs for two a penny?

 

GERALD

Ha, ha.

 

BARRY

Men. Can't live with them, can't live with them.

 

DANNY

Nothing like fortune cookie philosophy.

 

BARRY

Of course when I say living with men I'm not speaking from experience.

 

DANNY

You're so funny. Has anyone ever mistaken you for something living?

 

PHILLIP

Well, you know what they say? When you're on a good thing, ground it to the floor.

 

GERALD

Who says that?

 

PHILLIP

I say that!

 

DANNY

Back in your box, bitch!

 

BARRY

Bevan used to say that our third eye is open but sometimes we keep the blinkers on.

 

DANNY

Fuck Bevan!

 

PHILLIP

She did.

 

DANNY

What?

 

THE MUSIC BECOMES LOUDER. THEY TRY TO SPEAK OVER IT.

 

PHILLIP

Oops.

 

BARRY

Thanks, Phyllis.

 

DANNY

What’s he talking about?

 

BARRY

Nothing. Let's just drop it.

 

PHILLIP

When I said "she did" I meant...

 

DANNY STOPS DANCING.

 

DANNY

You're sleeping with Bevan?

 

BARRY

No.

 

DANNY

Tell me the truth!

 

BARRY

Slept.

 

PHILLIP

It's past tense.

 

DANNY

Fuck off, Phyllis! When?

 

THE MUSIC GETS LOUDER STILL. BARRY, PHILLIP AND GERALD KEEP DANCING.

 

BARRY

A long time ago.

 

DANNY

When exactly a long time ago?

 

BARRY

At the same time you were sleeping with him. Maybe we should discuss this later.

 

DANNY

No fucking way! I don't believe this. You made such a big deal out of me having an affair, screaming about fidelity and all that crap when you'd already been there.

 

BARRY

Look, it's ancient history. Forget about.

 

DANNY

When were you gonna tell me? When I was in an old people's home?

 

BARRY

No, of course not.

 

DANNY

You lousy, two-faced, pile of shit! You're gone! You’re history. You are fucking Elvis!

 

HE PUNCHES BARRY IN THE STOMACH AND STORMS OFF. PHILLIP AND GERALD CONTINUE DANCING.

 

PHILLIP

Keep’a dancing, Maria.

 

GERALD

I'm gonna go talk to the American.

 

GERALD DANCES OFF. BARRY PULLS HIMSELF TOGETHER JUST AS THE CHORUS OF "STAND BY YOUR MAN' PLAYS.

 

BARRY

Oh fuck off!

 

 

BLACKOUT

 

 

SCENE THREE

 

THE SAUNA. DANNY ENTERS DRESSED IN A TOWEL. HE LOOKS AROUND. PHILLIP ENTERS ALSO WEARING A TOWEL AROUND HIS WAIST AND ONE ON HIS HEAD AS A TURBAN. HE PASSES A PLASTIC CUP OF WATER TO DANNY.

DANNY

Thanks, honey. You're a doll.

 

PHILLIP

Don't be so butch and don't mention it.

 

DANNY FINALLY SEES WHAT HE IS WEARING ON HIS HEAD.

 

DANNY

Oh for God's sakes, take that off.

 

PHILLIP

What? You don't like?

 

DANNY

I don't like. How the hell am I supposed to get a root with you hanging around, looking like a queen?

 

PHILLIP TAKES THE TOWEL OFF HIS HEAD.

 

PHILLIP

Hey! Everybody's gotta look like something. For instance you're doing a good impression of a creep who's stepping out on his boyfriend.

 

DANNY

Boyfriend nothing! I’m moving out. Barry can go fuck himself. He loves playing the drama queen. You’ve got no idea. He carries on like Joan Of Arc but get him alone for ten seconds and he turns into Nurse Diesel. Well, I’ve had enough.

 

PHILLIP

And why the hell did you drag me here?

 

DANNY

Oh and you put up such a fight.

 

PHILLIP

I'm not so sure I approve. It seems every time some queen has a fight with his boyfriend one or both of them ends up in here for a little random sex. As if that's gonna cure all their ails. If I was the cynical type and I am I'd swear they were fighting just for the pleasure of sucking on somebody else's willy for a change.

 

DANNY

You have an evil way of looking at things, Phyllis and it hardly becomes you. Besides, I haven't had sex with Barry for months.

 

PHILLIP

Why not?

 

DANNY

Look, he doesn't turn me on anymore, okay? I'm sorry but he doesn't. It's like hula-hoops.

 

PHILLIP

What?

 

DANNY

Pretty soon the novelty wears off and you end up sticking them in the back of the garage to collect dust along with all your hopes and dreams and....

 

PHILLIP

Okay, okay. I get the idea but I think you're missing the point.

 

DANNY

I want some passion in my life, okay? I don’t get that with Barry. With him it’s all just routine.

 

PHILLIP

There's more to a relationship than just sex.

 

DANNY

Look, if you're trying to kill the mood...

 

PHILLIP

Forget I said anything. Well, I might mosey off down the track and do a few laps of honour. Catch you in the Helen Keller wing.

 

DANNY

What a horrible thought.

 

PHILLIP EXITS. DANNY STANDS THERE FOR A MOMENT. SOMETHING TAKES HIS INTEREST. HE SMILES AS THE FIGURE APPROACHES HIM THEN THE SMILE DISAPPEARS AS THE PERSON WALKS COMPLETELY PAST HIM.

 

DANNY

Bastard. Oh well, he was probably a lousy lay anyway.

 

COLIN ENTERS ALSO DRESSED IN A TOWEL. BOTH LOOK AT EACH OTHER AT THE SAME TIME THEN LOOK AWAY. DANNY IS UNSURE WHAT TO THINK. COLIN IS NERVOUS THAT HE HAS BEEN CAUGHT OUT.

 

COLIN

Hi.

 

DANNY

Colin? What are you doing here?

 

COLIN

The same as you, I guess.

 

DANNY

Where's Alan?

 

COLIN

At home.

 

DANNY

So why are you here?

 

COLIN

Hey, look, Alan knows I go out.

 

DANNY

Here?

 

COLIN

Well, maybe not here but...

 

DANNY

You seem to be going solo quite a bit lately.

 

COLIN

Alan and I understand each other.

 

DANNY

Well I’m glad someone does.

 

COLIN

I didn't expect to see you here.

 

DANNY

Obviously.

 

COLIN

Oh, don't get me wrong or anything. I'm not bothered.

 

DANNY

Funny. It bothers the shit out of me.

 

COLIN

Is Barry with you?

 

DANNY

Er...No.

 

COLIN

That's good.

 

DANNY

What?

 

COLIN

I mean, you two don't exactly suit each other.

 

DANNY

And I'll bet you're a rocket scientist as well. Right?

 

COLIN

What?

 

DANNY

Nothing.

 

COLIN

Been here long?

 

DANNY

Just got here.

 

COLIN

That's good.

 

DANNY

Why?

 

COLIN

Well, you know...

 

DANNY

Maybe I don't.

 

COLIN

If you want we could get a room.

 

DANNY

For what?

 

COLIN

You know.

 

COLIN STARTS TO LEAN IN TO HIM TO KISS HIM. DANNY STOPS HIM.

 

DANNY

Whoa! Wait a minute. What do you think you're doing?

 

 

COLIN

I just thought you might like....

 

DANNY

Well you thought wrong.

 

COLIN

I'm sorry. I must've misread the signs.

 

DANNY

There weren't any signs to begin with. You're Alan's lover.

 

COLIN

Who says?

 

DANNY

Well, you do. You and Alan. The rest of the world.

 

COLIN

Well, then the rest of the world is wrong. I never said I was Alan's lover.

 

DANNY

Then perhaps you better tell Alan.

 

COLIN

What’s the point? He spends all his time pushing me away. [PAUSE] Hey, I thought you and I got along alright. I know we disagree about a few things but I like having someone to argue with. It makes me feel alive. You don’t get that with Alan. He's like a...like a wet fish. I want someone with a bit more...fire.

 

DANNY

Then maybe you should try telling him that rather than me. I'm sure he'd appreciate it.

 

COLIN

He doesn't hear me. I want someone who listens to me. [PAUSE] That's why I like you.

 

DANNY

Yes, well, obviously I'm giving off the wrong signals.

 

COLIN

I'm not so sure about that.

 

DANNY

Listen...

 

COLIN

You know, I've always thought you were really cute.

 

DANNY

What?

 

COLIN

Sure. That first night I met you I thought you were really good looking.

 

DANNY

Maybe you're exaggerating a little. I think Alan's a lot better looking than me.

 

COLIN STARTS LEANING IN TO HIM.

 

 

COLIN

But you've got a lot more going for you.

 

DANNY

Yeah?

 

COLIN

Uh-huh. You know, you've got a pretty good body.

 

DANNY

Fuck it's getting hot in here.

 

COLIN

I bet not many people have told you that, have they?

 

DANNY

Well, actually it hasn't been that bad.

 

COLIN

I reckon they'd be a bit jealous.

 

DANNY

Maybe.

 

COLIN

Maybe nothing. That's why I could never understand about you and Barry. I mean, look at him. He's nothing. He's old and fat.

 

DANNY

You've got to get to know him...

 

COLIN STARTS BREATHING IN TO DANNY’S EAR.

 

COLIN

I think you could do better. Maybe someone a bit younger.

 

DANNY

Wait! [PAUSE] What are you doing?

 

COLIN

What I thought you wanted me to do.

 

HE PUSHES COLIN AWAY.

 

DANNY

Well, you thought wrong. [PAUSE] Oh, God. What are you? Some kind of...of sociopath or something? If this is what you're like when you have a lover then how long it would be before you did the same thing to me.

 

COLIN

Don't be ridiculous.

 

DANNY

No!

 

COLIN

Fine.

 

DANNY

I can see you.

 

COLIN

Danny, I...

 

DANNY

No! I can see you. I gotta go.

 

COLIN

Listen, you won't say anything to Alan, will you?

 

DANNY LOOKS AT HIM AND SHAKES HIS HEAD IN BEWILDERMENT THEN EXITS. COLIN SMILES.

 

 

BLACKOUT

 

 

SCENE FOUR

 

GERALD STANDS IN A PARK. HE IS DOING THE BEAT. A DARK FIGURE APPROACHES HIM, GROPES HIM FOR A MOMENT THEN MOVES ON.

 

GERALD

Was it good for me? Maybe next time you can tell me you love me, dickhead!

 

FOUR DARK FIGURES ENTER. GERALD LOOKS AT THEM THEN STARTS TO MOVE AWAY BUT TWO OF THE MEN MOVE AROUND TO CUT HIM OFF. ONE PICKS UP A SMALL TREE BRANCH.

 

MAN 1

Where ya' going, poofter?

 

GERALD

Let me go.

 

MAN 4

We're not stopping you going anywhere.

 

GERALD TRIES TO MAKE A MOVE BUT THEY PUSH HIM BACK.

 

MAN 2

Fuck. I don't believe this. Look at the faggot.

 

MAN 1

What ya' doing hanging around here, poofter? Looking for little boys?

 

MAN 4

What a creep!

 

MAN 3

A real cocksucker. You wanna suck my cock, poofter?

 

GERALD

Maybe after your friends finish but I wouldn't count on it.

 

MAN 3

What did you fucking say, cunt?!

 

GERALD

I said ladies before gentlemen.

 

MAN 2

Bet you love taking it up the arse, don't ya', faggot?

 

GERALD

Not as much as you, obviously. Isn't that how you got that stupid look on your face?

 

GERALD LUNGES FORWARD AND KNEES MAN 1 IN THE GROIN. HE REELS BACK AS THE OTHERS ALL JUMP ON GERALD. HE STARTS SCREAMING AS THEY LAY INTO HIM.

MAN 1

Let's see how much he likes this up his arse! Rip his trousers off!

 

MAN 1 MOVES TOWARDS HIM WITH THE TREE BRANCH AS THE LIGHTS FADE. GERALD IS SCREAMING.

 

 

BLACKOUT.

 

 

SCENE FIVE

 

THE ACTION OF THIS SCENE TAKES PLACE IN VARIOUS SMALL SCENARIOS. BARRY AND DANNY FACE EACH OTHER.

 

DANNY

I don't know why you asked me over here. We've got nothing to say to each other.

 

BARRY

Yes we have.

 

DANNY

Okay, then. I've got nothing to say to you. You've made up your mind so say what you want. You always do.

 

BARRY

This is not what I want!

 

DANNY

Bullshit! It’s what you live for.

 

BARRY

I want you to come home.

 

DANNY

You have got to be kidding.

 

BARRY

Things have been really shithouse lately.

 

LIGHTS FADE AND COME UP ON ALAN AND PHILLIP.

 

PHILLIP

He’s moving out?

 

ALAN

Yeah.

 

PHILLIP

Why? I thought you were getting on okay.

 

ALAN

We were. I just don’t want to talk about it.

 

PHILLIP

Why is he moving out?

 

ALAN

Because...because I asked him to. Let’s leave it at that.

 

LIGHTS FADE AND COME UP ON BARRY & DANNY.

 

BARRY

I'm too old for all this shit.

 

DANNY

I can't live with a drama queen.

 

BARRY

I am not a drama queen.

 

DANNY

I'm not coming back. I'm moving back to my parents for a while.

 

BARRY

Aren't you a little old to be running back to mother? Why don't you just buy a station wagon and throw in the towel completely.

 

DANNY

You see? That's the sort of smart-arsed remark I’d expect from you.

 

BARRY

So you're gonna leave because of that?

 

DANNY

I need to be settled.

 

BARRY

And what were you doing the seven years you lived with me? Just killing time?

 

DANNY

When are you gonna get it through your thick skull? I can’t do this anymore!

 

LIGHTS FADE AND COME UP ON ALAN & PHILLIP

 

ALAN

I didn’t lead him on.

 

PHILLIP

Bullshit. You've had him following you around like a puppy for the last eighteen months.

 

ALAN

You don't know what you're talking about.

 

PHILLIP

Oh, of course I don't.

 

ALAN

It wasn't like that at all.

 

PHILLIP

No?

 

ALAN

No! He’s just not the person I thought he was, that’s all.

 

LIGHTS FADE AND COME UP ON BARRY & DANNY

 

BARRY

And when are you gonna stop running?

 

DANNY

When I'm done.

 

BARRY

Danny...don't leave me.

 

DANNY

Barry, I'm not going to leave you. I've already left.

 

A SPOTLIGHT COMES UP ON GERALD, HIS FACE IS CUT AND COVERED IN BLOOD. HIS EYES BLACKENED. HE STAGGERS SLIGHTLY TOWARDS BARRY AND DANNY.

 

GERALD

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

 

LIGHTS FADE AS BARRY AND DANNY CARRY GERALD OUT AND COME UP ON ALAN AND PHILLIP.

 

PHILLIP

Then kindly explain because it's just a little beyond my comprehension.

 

ALAN

I...let's just drop it. This isn't the right....

 

PHILLIP

Oh, no. You don't get out of it that easily. I'm not Colin. Michael's been dead two years now. Don't you think the grieving martyr act is getting just a little stale?

 

ALAN

What makes you think this is about Michael?

 

PHILLIP

You don’t have to be a genius to work it out. It's textbook stuff. I know exactly what you're going through. What's the matter? Scared?

 

ALAN

Oh, fuck off.

 

PHILLIP

Sure. Run away. Go off and hide so no one can touch you. I can't believe I used to stick up for you. You're a fucking coward, Alan. You've never had the guts to see anything through.

 

ALAN

That's not fucking true.

 

PHILLIP

Then stay with him?

 

 

ALAN

I can't. I’m...scared.

 

PHILLIP

You think you're the only one? We all are. But you're walking around like you're dead. You're not! Michael's dead. Lesley, Dougie and everyone else we got attached to in the last ten years. You're still alive so don't tell me you're scared to be with someone. How many of us get that choice?

 

ALAN

Why are you talking like this?

 

PHILLIP

I'm tired, okay!? All I ever seem to do is spend my life supporting my friends. Everyone always runs to Phillip like I've got all the answers. What do I get out of it? Nothing! I get to visit a lot of graveyards. Well, not anymore. I'm not doing it. It’s like Dougie said. This is not the kind of movie I wanna be in.

 

ALAN

Phillip. I'm not well.

 

PHILLIP

What are you talking about? You're fine.

 

ALAN STANDS LOOKING AT HIM FOR A MOMENT. HE THEN TURNS AROUND AND LIFTS THE BACK OF HIS SHIRT. THERE ARE LARGE K.S. SCARS ACROSS HIS BACK. HE DROPS HIS SHIRT.

 

PHILLIP

You don’t...what?

 

PHILLIP IS DUMBFOUNDED.

 

ALAN

I’m sorry I didn’t tell you.

 

PHILLIP

Why didn't...

 

ALAN

Because it's like you said. You don't want to know about it, remember. "Why don't they just disappear. Beam me up Scotty and all that." You saw what it was like with Michael. I couldn’t put Colin through that.

 

PHILLIP GRABS HIM BY THE ARMS AND STARTS SHAKING HIM.

 

PHILLIP

[SCREAMING] You fucking bastard! You can't do this to me. You just can't go off and leave me like this. You’re my best friend. You can't get sick. I can take other people but not you. I'm sorry Alan. I can't be around for that. I'm sorry.

 

ALAN

Phillip....

 

PHILLIP

No!!

 

PHILLIP PUSHES HIM AWAY AND RUNS OFF.

 

BLACKOUT

SCENE SIX

 

COLIN ENTERS, BUTTONING UP HIS SHIRT FOLLOWED BY ALAN TAKING OFF HIS JACKET. COLIN LOOKS SLIGHTLY NERVOUS. ALAN IS SLIGHTLY GROGGY.

 

ALAN

Sorry. Did I wake you? It's the middle of the afternoon.

 

 

COLIN

I was just having a nap. I've got to work later tonight.

 

ALAN

Right. I...Uh...just thought I'd pop over to see if you want to come to the hospital to see Gerald.

 

COLIN

Uh, no. You know those kind of things make me feel uncomfortable. Hospitals and things.

 

ALAN

But this is Gerald.

 

COLIN

Sorry.

 

ALAN

Sure. Okay. So, how are you going? Living here with Barry, I mean. Is it okay?

 

COLIN

Sure. It's okay.

 

ALAN GOES TO TOUCH HIM. COLIN PULLS AWAY.

 

COLIN

Sorry. I'm just a little tired. I really have to get some sleep. I've got a late shift and...

 

ALAN

Of course. I understand. I’ll call you tomorrow?

 

COLIN

I’m gonna be quite busy for the next couple of weeks so...

 

ALAN

Oh...sure. That’s cool. I’ll talk to you some time.

 

ALAN STAGGERS OFF. COLIN TAKES HIS SHIRT OFF AND GOES BACK TO THE BEDROOM.

 

 

SCENE SEVEN

 

PHILLIP FACES BARRY. GERALD SITS IN A WHEELCHAIR LOOKING OUT THROUGH A WINDOW.

 

BARRY

There’s a rip in his lower bowel and they're watching to make sure no infection sets in. He's also got a few stitches, two broken ribs and he's a bit bruised but he'll be alright. I suppose we should be grateful someone heard him screaming or it could have been a lot worse.

 

 

PHILLIP

Could've been worse? Jesus, how?

 

BARRY

Phillip, he's alive.

 

PHILLIP

Yeah.

 

 

BARRY

We tried to call you but no-one knew where you were. Where have you been the past three days?

 

PHILLIP

I had some things to think about. If I'd known I would've come straight back.

 

HE STARTS TO SOB. BARRY HUGS HIM.

 

BARRY

Phillip, we're not responsible for each other.

 

PHILLIP

I know.

 

BARRY

You better go talk to him.

 

PHILLIP

Okay. Is Danny with you?

 

A LONG PAUSE. BARRY TRIES TO SMILE.

 

BARRY

No, he's not.

 

PHILLIP UNDERSTANDS AND SQUEEZES BARRY'S ARM.

 

PHILLIP

"These are the days of our lives." C'mon.

 

THEY BOTH WALK OVER TOWARDS GERALD.

 

PHILLIP

Hey, stud.

 

GERALD

Hi, Phillip.

 

PHILLIP CROUCHES DOWN IN FRONT OF HIM AND HOLDS HIS HANDS.

 

PHILLIP

How ya' doin'?

 

GERALD

I've been better.

 

PHILLIP

And looked it, I'm sure.

 

GERALD

They tell me I've got to wear this bag for a couple of days.

 

PHILLIP

Oh really? With matching...

 

BARRY

Don't bother.

 

GERALD

I've heard it from every queen in the place.

 

PHILLIP

Yes, well, some queens are so predictable.

 

GERALD

Okay, tell me. [From THE RITZ] "No. Is okay. I can take it. Tell me I look like chit."

 

PHILLIP

You look like chit.

 

PHILLIP TUSSLES HIS HAIR.

 

GERALD

Soften the blow, why don't ya. You know, I don't remember very much about the other night.

 

PHILLIP

Let’s not talk about that, okay?

 

GERALD

Oh, I don't mind. I mean, I've already told the police I don't remember what the creeps looked like.

 

BARRY

Geraldine, tell Aunt Phyllis about your dream.

 

PHILLIP

Dream?

 

GERALD

Yeah. It must've been after I blacked out. I dreamt we were all back at that place where we went camping two years ago. Only this time everyone was there. Michael, Lesley, all of us. I remember we went swimming. It was night time and we were all in the water. I wanted to swim out further only it got too deep and I started to sink. I could hear everyone calling out to me but I couldn't stop myself from going under. [PAUSE] Those guys the other night? I really thought I was gonna die there, Phillip. They wanted to kill me. I was so scared. When you're close to being dead everyone says they start to go towards a real bright light. I was waiting for it to happen but it didn't come. It was still just the dark water of that river all around me. Then I saw a hand.

 

PHILLIP

A hand?

 

GERALD

It was Dougie.

 

PHILLIP

What?

 

 

GERALD

Yeah. He was reaching out for me and he dragged me towards the bank. He was like a guardian angel. Spooky, huh? I mean, I thought he hated me but I guess he must've really liked me.

 

BARRY

"He liked me. He really liked me."

 

PHILLIP

I'm sure he did.

GERALD

And maybe he's still there looking out for me.

 

BARRY

It's her penance for being such a little bitch in real life. Now we're all gonna be haunted by Saint Dorothy the Drag Queen.

 

PHILLIP

Beulah, don't be such a pain in the arse. [LOOKS AT GERALD] If you'll pardon the expression.

 

BLACKOUT

 

 

SCENE EIGHT

 

MUSIC IS HEARD FAINTLY IN THE DISTANCE. A SMALL SPOT COMES UP ON ALAN. HE SWAYS TO AND FRO. HE STOPS AND TAKES A SMALL BOTTLE OF PILLS FROM HIS POCKET. THE LIGHT ON HIM BECOMES BRIGHTER AS HE LOOKS SKYWARD TO THE SOUND OF BATWINGS OVERHEAD.

 

BLACKOUT.

 

 

SCENE NINE

 

PHILLIP ENTERS. COLIN ENTERS AT THE SAME TIME AND ALMOST RUNS INTO HIM.

 

PHILLIP

Colin.

 

COLIN

Oh, Phillip. I wasn't expecting to see you here.

 

PHILLIP

I know. I wasn't really expecting to see you here either. Where’s Alan?

 

COLIN

He’s in the hospital.

 

PHILLIP

What happened?

 

COLIN

He took an overdose of sleeping tablets.

 

PHILLIP

What? Why would he do that?

 

 

COLIN

How should I know? You’re such good friends. You tell me.

 

PHILLIP

Is he alright?

 

COLIN

Go to the hospital and see for yourself.

 

PHILLIP IS ABOUT TO LEAVE THEN STOPS AND LOOKS AROUND.

 

PHILLIP

Where are all of Alan’s things?

 

COLIN

Gone.

 

PHILLIP

Gone?

 

COLIN

I've sold everything.

 

PHILLIP

What?!

 

COLIN

Well, nearly everything. There's a few things. Books, photo albums. I don't think they'd be worth anything. I was gonna throw them out but...

 

PHILLIP

Does Alan know?

 

COLIN

I don’t think Alan’s gonna care one way or the other. He always said if anything happened to him I could help myself.

 

PHILLIP

I think that’s when you were both together. When you still loved him.

 

COLIN

Hey! He threw me out! [HE COMPOSES HIMSELF AFTER THIS OUTBURST.]

 

PHILLIP

What’s happened to you?

 

COLIN

And I never said I loved him.

 

PHILLIP

Then you had me fooled.

 

COLIN

People believe what they want.

 

PHILLIP

And Alan?

 

COLIN

I let him hear what he wanted to hear.

 

PHILLIP

So what was all this "I really like him" shit? An act?

 

COLIN

I’m not as stupid as you all think. I've been around.

 

DANNY ENTERS, UNSEEN BY COLIN.

 

PHILLIP

I'll bet you have. So everything you've said has been to get something out of someone. Doesn't that bother you?

 

COLIN

Not always.

 

PHILLIP

Oh, Jesus. You're fucking mercenary.

 

COLIN

You do what you gotta do. I’m going.

 

PHILLIP

Who are you? I don't think I know you at all.

 

COLIN

That's your problem.

 

PHILLIP

No, wait. I don't buy it.

 

COLIN

Oh, please.

 

PHILLIP

You know what? I think the only person you've conned is yourself.

 

COLIN

I don't think so.

 

PHILLIP

I think maybe for a time you really did love him...

 

COLIN

What are you...

 

PHILLIP

Is that why you're running away so fast?

 

COLIN IS SHAKEN FOR A MOMENT. PAUSE.

 

PHILLIP

It's all gonna come back to you, Colin, you know that. Maybe not now but it’s gonna happen.

 

COLIN

Spare me.

 

PHILLIP

I could call the police.

 

COLIN

And do what? Tackle me to the floor? I don't think so. Bye Phillip.

 

COLIN TURNS TO EXIT AND RUNS STRAIGHT INTO DANNY WHO PUNCHES HIM VIOLENTLY IN THE ABDOMEN. COLIN DOUBLES BACK; WINDED FOR A MOMENT THEN STANDS ERECT. HE SMILES AT DANNY THEN AT PHILLIP AND EXITS.

 

PHILLIP

I...don't understand.

 

DANNY

Phillip?

 

PHILLIP

Er...yeah...sorry. I'm okay. How's..?

 

DANNY

Phillip...Alan just died.

 

PHILLIP

What?

 

DANNY

About 40 minutes ago. They couldn’t save him. We tried to call you but no-one knew where you were.

 

PHILLIP IS IN SHOCK FOR A MOMENT.

 

PHILLIP

Oh, Christ. Oh, shit. This can't be right. This is a fucking nightmare. Oh, dear God.

PHILLIP SINKS TO THE FLOOR. DANNY MOVES AND PUTS HIS ARM AROUND HIM.

 

DANNY

I know, I know.

 

PHILLIP

Oh Christ. This isn’t happening. Look at me. Now I'm doing fucking Shirley Maclaine all over the place. Danny, I wanted to talk to him. Tell him I was sorry. He should've hung in there. I would’ve been there for him. I didn't mean what I said. I was scared. I just didn't want to go through it again. I've seen too many people die and it's not nice or anything. They don't go to sleep. It’s always messy; pain, groaning and stuff like that. I couldn't go through that with him. He's my best friend.

 

BLACKOUT.

 

SCENE TEN

 

GERALD & PHILLIP SIT ON A BENCH.

 

PHILLIP

What's the matter?

 

GERALD

I'm leaving. I asked for a transfer to the states. That guy? That Christopher? He's asked me to live with him.

 

PHILLIP

What is it with all these queens wanting to set up happy families. No-one ever wants to live with me. I guess there's a message in that although for the life of me I can't think what. So...is it a genuine offer? From this American palooka? I didn't know it was that serious.

 

GERALD

Well it is.

 

PHILLIP

Does he know about what happened to you?

 

GERALD

Not yet.

 

PHILLIP

You will tell him though?

 

GERALD

Eventually, yeah.

 

PHILLIP

And you're leaving?

 

GERALD

Yeah. Well, look at me. I'm a 39 year old airline steward, for Christ's sakes. Pretty soon I'm gonna need help pushing a trolley up and down the aisle. I wonder what happens to old trolley dollies. I mean, you never see them, do you? They're kinda like baby pigeons. Maybe there's like an old 747 always flying around the world full of old stewards asking each other if they want coffee.

 

PHILLIP

You may be right.

 

GERALD

Do you think I’m being stupid? About leaving?

 

PHILLIP

Do you?

 

GERALD

Not really. You know, for the first time in my life I think maybe I’m doing something right. [PAUSE] I do love him, you know. I know that's sounds stupid. I mean, I’ve only known him a couple of months. But he phones me every night and I can't wait to talk to him. People always treat me like a joke but Christopher is the only person I know who doesn't sit back while I make a fool of myself. He joins in. We’ve got heaps in common. We laugh at all the same lines in Young Frankenstein no matter how many times we see it. He makes me feel important. And I miss him all the time. He says he feels the same way. I don't know. Is that love? I've never had it before.

 

PHILLIP

Oh crap.

 

GERALD

Nah. Never even came close. Everyone I've been with is always looking for Mr Right but most times they'll settle for Mr Right Away. They want a root. Not romance.

 

PHILLIP

And how does Christopher feel about you?

 

GERALD

He says he wants to climb mountains with me. I wasn't sure what that meant. Is that good?

 

PHILLIP

[SMILING] It's good.

 

GERALD

I’m glad. I thought he might want to push me off one. Are you okay?

 

PHILLIP

Yeah, sure. So what are you waiting around for? Go! Go! You've got lots of packing to do. All those hat boxes.

 

GERALD

I'm not going right this minute. I’ve still got a few things to do.

 

PHILLIP

[TO HIMSELF] Things to do.

 

GERALD

But I just wanted to tell you. You know...see if I'm doing the right thing.

 

PHILLIP

You're doing the right thing. How many of us get that chance?

 

GERALD

Thanks Phillip.

 

THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER AWKWARDLY FOR A MOMENT. PHILLIP PULLS GERALD TO HIM AND HUGS HIM TIGHT.

 

PHILLIP

You take care of yourself, you big lug.

 

GERALD

I will. Don't worry. I'll be back occasionally. Just not so often.

 

PHILLIP LETS HIM GO. GERALD GETS UP AND STARTS TO EXIT. HE STOPS AND TURNS TO PHILLIP.

 

GERALD

Bye Phillip...and thanks.

 

PHILLIP

Bye.

 

GERALD EXITS. PHILLIP STANDS AND LOOKS OFF.

 

PHILLIP

Things to do.

 

THE LIGHTS CHANGE. FAINTLY THE MUSIC TO “GO WEST’ CAN BE HEARD.

 

 

SCENE ELEVEN

 

PHILLIP STANDS IN THE FOREST CLEARING WITH THE CANISTER AS IN THE FIRST SCENE.

 

PHILLIP

Well, girlfriend, take a good look. I remember how much you liked this place. Remember the first time we came here? The whole lot of us. Jesus what a time. [HE PLACES THE CANISTER DOWN IN FRONT OF HIM.] Okay Dorothy, here we go. I guess this place is as good as any. I suppose this will make a nice change from my mantelpiece anyway. And at least it won't be crowded here. With all the ashes thrown off Sydney heads the last few years they might have to start dredging soon. And I don't want you hovering around me for the rest of my life. You've got the whole of Paradise to haunt. Don't opt for my new Ikea wardrobe.

 

HE SITS DOWN ON A TREE STUMP.

 

PHILLIP

I'm kinda sorry I dragged us all here now. That's when everything started going down hill. [PAUSE] God, it's pathetic. Look at me. Standing around, talking to a drag queen in a can. Where is everybody? Everyone I know has disappeared. Danny’s gone walkabout through Europe, Geraldine’s off with her American palooka and I’m stuck with Beulah crying as she works her way through my drinks cabinet. I’ve said goodbye to too many good people. You, Michael, Leslie and...Alan. All dead. “I know a lot of dead people”...and one of them is me. [BEAT] Fuck. I’m so angry. I’m so angry I'd like to punch the shit out of someone. All I ever seem to do is watch people leave. Why do people keep leaving me? Why doesn't anyone stick around? No! This isn’t right. It isn’t the way it's supposed to be! I don't think I can handle this anymore. I just...don't think I've got enough inside to get through this. I just wanna drink myself into oblivion and out of this whole fucking mess then wake up and find it's all been one huge b-grade dream. That's what I want. And I want my friends back!

 

DOUGIE ENTERS

 

DOUGIE

Who the hell are you talking to?

 

PHILLIP LOOKS UP.

 

PHILLIP

Oh shit.

 

DOUGIE

I know. It's a bit Les Mis, isn't it? But what can you do? Once a show queen...I know I should be in white but we're on a budget. [POINTING AT THE CANISTER] That’s not me, is it? Funny, I always thought of myself as a much taller man.

 

PHILLIP

I don't believe this. This isn't....

 

DOUGIE

What? This isn’t happening? This isn't your movie? Sorry to disappoint. Oh, if it makes it any easier you can pretend I'm just your conscience. Coming to you live and direct from inside your head.

 

PHILLIP

That’s nice to know. Now why are you annoying me?

 

DOUGIE

I give up. You tell me.

 

PHILLIP

Oh don’t get deep, Dorothy.

 

DOUGIE

Maybe I’m the Ghost of Christmas’ Past.

 

PHILLIP

Maybe I should get pissed and watch you disappear.

 

DOUGIE

Maybe. Are you okay?

 

PHILLIP

Do I look okay? I’m in the middle of the jungle talking to a dead drag queen.

 

DOUGIE

There are worse things you could be doing.

 

PHILLIP LOOKS AT HIM.

 

DOUGIE

Okay. Maybe not.

 

PHILLIP

So go away.

 

DOUGIE

I can’t.

 

PHILLIP

Why not?

 

DOUGIE

I think I’m supposed to do something here but for the life of me I can’t think what. Oh, don't worry. I’m not some ghost or cosmic vision, Angels In America type thing here to serve up some great wisdom or anything. Being dead doesn't make you any smarter. Believe me, if I was smart I wouldn't be dead.

 

PHILLIP

Dorothy.

 

DOUGIE

Don’t rush me. I’m sure it’ll come to me.

 

PAUSE

 

DOUGIE

Nope. Zip. Oh well. What’s’a matter? You don’t look happy.

 

PHILLIP

I’ll bet you’re a brain surgeon and all.

 

DOUGIE

Don’t be mean. What’s the problem?

 

PHILLIP

Oh...just everything. My life.

 

DOUGIE

Maybe it’s all catching up on you.

 

PHILLIP

What?

 

DOUGIE

Life. All those years you thought you could ride it out as long as you refused to deal with it. If you kept moving it couldn’t touch you.

 

PHILLIP

What are you talking about?

 

 

DOUGIE

Don’t interrupt. I think I’m on a roll. You think just being alive guarantees you a good time?

 

PHILLIP

I didn’t say...

 

DOUGIE

You think you’ve suffered?

 

PHILLIP

I know I haven’t. Well, not as much as some but there was a time when I knew what was going on in my life. I had my friends around me. There was some kind of order. I was some use to people.

 

DOUGIE

You were bossy.

 

PHILLIP

I was bossy. Now they’ve all gone I’m just the sad and single uncle at the wedding. No impact.

 

DOUGIE

Ah, that’s it. You know, a great man once said “We live through the lives we touch.”

 

PHILLIP

Let me guess. You, right?

 

DOUGIE

You were never really bright, were you?

 

PHILLIP

Now everything I do is there to remind me of what’s missing. I don't need to see ribbons to remind me my friends are dropping dead. I don't need to watch plays and films and laugh or cry at how outrageous or sad or how brave we all are. I don’t want to think about volunteer caring and rainbow flags and funerals and candlelight rallies. I want it all to be over. It feels like I’m running down a dark alley or something being stalked by some...some kind of vampire. Sucking the life out of me. Taking all my friends one by one.

 

DOUGIE

There are vampires all over the place. Not just in some disease. Life’s full of vampires. Every crappy thing that happens to you is a vampire. Waiting to take a little more of what’s inside. But you’re missing the point.

 

PHILLIP

Which is?

 

ALAN ENTERS.

 

ALAN

You fight them off. You hold on.

 

PHILLIP

Alan?

 

ALAN

Phillip.

 

PHILLIP

I....I'm so sorry.

 

ALAN

It's okay.

 

PHILLIP

No, it’s not. I deserted you. All this time I was the coward. Not you. Why didn’t you hang in there? I would’ve stayed with you.

 

ALAN

Phillip, not everyone’s a fighter like you. We don’t all have your strength.

 

PHILLIP

But now...I just can't see anything for me anymore. It's all grey.

 

ALAN

Things get clearer with time.

 

PHILLIP

And until then?

 

ALAN

Until then you make do.

 

DOUGIE

You hang on. Phyllis, you were always tougher than any of us anyway. Maybe you didn't see it the way we did because you were always too busy flapping around.

 

ALAN

But for the rest of your life you’ll remember. Six friends who had some great times together.

 

BARRY, GERALD AND DANNY ENTER.

 

DOUGIE

We're always gonna be here. We haven't really gone anywhere.

 

ALAN

You'll see us in everything. The pictures in an album.

 

DOUGIE

The stories you'll tell new friends.

 

ALAN

You’ll get through this and a whole lot more and see the journey through.

 

ALAN APPROACHES HIM. HE TOUCHES HIS OWN CHEST.

 

ALAN

[From ET] Ouch?

 

PHILLIP

[POINTING TO HIS HEART] Ouch.

 

DOUGIE

You see, death isn't the worst that can happen. Just the most.

 

ALAN

The strong always survive. If only in memories. It's what makes us who we are. The strongest love, the surest spirit and the best heart...the best heart always survives.

 

PHILLIP

Always?

 

ALAN

Always.

 

 

BLACKOUT.